YAY!!! Another step up! 19 weeks pregnant — almost halfway through my pregnancy! How exciting! :) I *think* I might randomly feel little flutters and such sometimes but I really can’t wait to feel baby kicking in there, lol. While taking a nap today, I had a dream that I was taking care of the baby and It was a baby girl! Brad had a dream earlier on in my pregnancy that we had a girl, too. I guess we’ll see If our dreams mean anything or not! :) Of course we’ll be just as happy either way – be it boy or girl! I can’t wait to hold our baby, to feed our baby, to change our baby and even soothe it’s cries. I’m gonna be a MOMMY and I’m so thrilled to say that. Next Thursday is our next baby appointment!!! Then the NEXT appointment we finalllllllly get to see what our little one is! HOPEFULLY! Gosh, by 24 weeks I imagine I’ll be pretty big, lol. In craving news, my latest one has been SALAD and cheetos puffs haha. In fact, I just finished eating my salad. Yummy!!!

SO. Valentine’s Day is this Thursday! Brad wanted to buy me this big surprise for me and was gonna go with his Mom while I stayed at his Moms house and babysat 2 of his sisters while they took 1 with them — but I have nothing for him!!! =( He has all the money lol. I make money online but It’s in PayPal and I can’t just grab it and spend it. Yeah, I could get money from him and secretly get him something too but we’ve always just went together, bought some things for one another then gave them to each other. I got pretty upset over it because If he does something big for me I wanna do the same!!! Anyhow, we’ve decided to just do something together this weekend to celebrate. I know I shouldn’t make a big deal etc etc but can’t help it dangit!

I can definetly tell my belly is growing *squee*