First off — Katie has been better today, thank goodness. All except when I put her in her crib but that’s just because she doesn’t want to be there haha.

I’ve been thinking back to when I was my highest weight. How much my back hurt just walking through Wal-Mart and how every step made me that more tired. All of that happened because I just let my life go and did not care about my health or what I eat or how much I ate. It’s SO important. I don’t want to be that person ever again and I hope I won’t. A new lifestyle takes a lot of getting used to but I’ve made it quite a ways already. Today marks 5 months since I put my foot down and really started to focus on my health and everything I put into this body of mine. I lost 7 pounds total this month! Not bad considering I had that week where I gained 3 pounds.

I’m excited because today Brad asked me to help him with nutrition because he’s been feeling dizzy and thinks he may not be getting enough to eat and omg, I’m so delighted to have him ask me for help. He also said he’s “thinking about” starting exercise again. I’ve heard that about 5 times now but sigh.. maybe he will actually stick to it. I believe in him but he’s got to believe in himself and really go for it. I have hope.

Also soooooooo happy because tonight starts mine and Brads “weekend” since he’s off Thursday and Friday! SQUEEE!!!!!!!!! :)