One of my church friends had told me Monday that she was gonna meet another friend at the park that is close to my place… and had said that I should come with Katie and hang out too. Well, I debated on it. Some days I feel a little more motivated, but most of the time I’m just tired and don’t want to do a whole lot. I’m lucky that I motivate myself enough to walk on the treadmill like I have been.

This morning I COULD of went back to sleep for a while longer after I ate breakfast…. but I decided to challenge myself to stay up, get Katie ready, and head to the park! That’s exactly what we did. I fed Katie, let her go potty while I fixed my green juice then we loaded up for the walk to the park. My church friend was already there when we arrived so the babies/kids played while we chatted a bit. Not long after that, our other church friend showed up with her baby boy! Eventually, quite a few other kids showed up at the park and Katie had so much fun playing with a little girl who I think was 4 years old.

My church friend was gonna leave the park and go walk to the post office then walk back to the park so I decided to go walk towards the post office with her (since it’s on my way home anyway) and of course Katie was not happy with that! We went our ways and Katie & I came home and she got set up with a movie while I went to get a quick shower then start working on my college work before LUNCH. We both ate then she played… mostly danced with her baby doll, lol. She is a MESS! I love her… I just stay annoyed with her most of the time. She really has such an attitude already. Ooooh boy.

Thankfully, she did go to sleep and actually took a nap, so I eventually did the same. I worked on college a little more this evening then ate dinner. We just got done watching this week’s eppy of THE BIGGEST LOSER! LMAO…….. loved BOB’s morning singing!! LOL! I would LOVE to work out with Bob. Honestly, I cannot WAIT until fitness/health is ALL THAT I DO. I want to talk about it, train, etc etc ALLLLLLLLL DAAAAAAAY LONG!!! I can totally relate to Antone’s comment when he said he still feels like an athlete but isn’t able to do what he used to do……. CAN TOTALLY RELATE since my health went down down because I want that fire back so badly, but until I resolve my health – I can’t get there.

Hoping when Mom talks to her Doc Friday that he can help me. If not, I’ll keep searching. I will not give up. My health MEANS EVERYTHING TO ME. Rawr!!!!!!!!!! Well, I guess it’s bed time. Have a great night and remember….. you have the power to CHANGE if you are not happy with your life!