Sheesh, how is it almost MAY?! Time goes by way too damn fast. I’m currently listening to the pouting of an almost 8 year old cause she tends to be a drama queen. Nothing unusual, lol.

Wow, I really don’t have much to update on! The thing that does come to mind is that my aunt has been trying to get cataract eye surgery since one of her eyes had the WORST case of it they’ve ever seen so she applied for this clinic that helps people with low/no income for medical issues and guess what?! She got approved and goes for the surgery next Friday!!! I’m so excited for her, since she said she can no longer see out of that eye. OH, and Thursday evening we found out Brad is getting a new church calling! I’m happy for him and hope this will motivate him to want to go to church more… since we’ve been slacking the last two weeks. I applied for more jobs today and just keep praying for something to happen. I know it will when it meant to happen! =) Good thing about me is that I hold tight to being as positive as I can be.

Speaking of being positive- you know I’m always posting about trying out diff things for my combination of chronic health mess. Well, with taking various vitamins and STILL feeling bad then thinking about my chronic tendency for hypoglycemia and PCOS I think I have been feeling fatigue because of the hypoglycemia so I bought some chromium picolinate that is suggested for people with PCOS and blood sugar issues. Just started it yesterday and I can tell a difference! My weight has been going down since January- THANK GOODNESS!!! This is the lowest my weight has gotten when I’ve tried various experiments on my own. When I did the HCG with my Naturopath back in 2013 then I was able to get to 140 because of that but then gained some back after that was done. I’m so excited and just want it to keep working so I will keep moving forward! I just want to get my blood sugar stable so that my adrenals can heal and get the cortisol more balanced. The hypoglycemia I think is what has been making my life miserable since late 2014. That’s too long. I have just not felt like doing much of anything, having fatigue every morning around 10AM and having to take a nap, and my tummy has been messed up for years of course. I’m happy with the meals that I eat now, even tho I have a *little* more sugar in it than I should but seems to be OK. I’m also trying to wait and see how my body feels and when I feel ready to get back into exercise. I miss it so much but even walking for too long just makes me feel worse! I know I’m taking the supplements I need so the chromium to help with the PCOS/blood sugar/metabolism I feel is awesome. Just gonna keep fighting damnit!! That’s what I want to teach people to do. To fight for their health, no matter what circumstances you are in- we can make positive changes health-wise. <3 I LOVE talking about it!!! Makes me soo happy. <3 You are WORTH IT and you deserve every bit of happiness and to experience life to the fullest! Keep hanging in there. I know how hard it can be and so painful. I’m here for you and I have experienced my own version of pain and suffering. I want people to know their not alone and that we shouldn’t judge one another but just be that shoulder and support. <3 Entertainment wise- SO sad that Prince passed away! RIP to a legend. GAME OF THRONES THIS SUNDAY, AHHHH. Started watching the new season of Fear the Walking Dead and the 2nd episode gave me ALL THE FEELS at the end, oh my gosh. I seriously love the Chicago shows on NBC. Chicago PD won’t be back till May =( but watched the newest episode of Chicago Med last night and every. single. episode is AH-MAZING. I heard about the new show STRONG on NBC and forgot to watch it the day after it came out so I watched almost a whole episode this morning and I really like it! Love anything to do with health/fitness so I’ll have to watch more of that. Those trainers are hot! AND BONES!!!!!!!!! Seeing Hodgins like that is so heartbreaking but that show is great. I’m sad that next season will be the last, but I’m glad they get a chance to close the story lines of the characters the way they deserve to after many years of awesome episodes and cases. I wonder what David Boreanaz is gonna do after Bones?!! I hope another TV show because I will watch him on whatever he goes to lol. *insert fangirling emote* Well, think I’ve rambled long enough. It started out a rainy and gloomy day but cleared up and this afternoon has been gorgeous!!! I’ve been loving the warmer weather and it’s gonna be into the 80’s this next week!!! Hubby is gonna hate it, lol. Enjoy your weekend and sending positive vibes to ya! I know If I start to feel better blood sugar wise then I’m gonna push myself to blog more and take LOTS of pictures since I just have not been because I’ve had no drive towards that but I want to! <3

Woops. Got a little behind on blogging again!

Nothing much has been going on. No surprise, lol. We renewed our lease with our apartment and I’ve still been applying for jobs. Thinking of trying to start my own little freelance stuff online. Katie was back to full health this week and went to school all week- plus got her spring pictures back! They turned out great, except for the string of hair that was out of place on her forehead haha. March is gone! This year is already flying by. SLOW DOWN. Let’s see. Did I mention Brad got a new computer about 2 weeks ago? Yup. His other one’s hard drive went wonky. Then guess what? About a week later my hard drive did something similar and we COULD NOT figure out how to wipe and reinstall- it would NOT let us!!! Brad was so frustrated and we even went to buy a brand new copy of Windows 10 Home and it still wouldn’t do it. We were ready to go shopping for a new computer for me then he figured we’d see about just getting a new Solid State Drive and brand spanking new hard drive soo that turned out to be a good idea, except my computer hasn’t been able to recognize the new Solid State Drive. Not sure why not so we’ll take the SSD back at some point.

It was a sunny, yet windy and cooler day today. Our church has conference this weekend so we don’t have normal services tomorrow. I got up this morning and watched some videos online then eventually got Katie up, fixed breakfast, and later I laid down for about an hour nap. Katie went to spend some time with my Mom while we went out for a few hours! Went to Goodwill and I got a few shirts and a new purse. Went to look around this other little health food store then over to Whole Foods to buy a few things, including some of my regular supplements that I had run out of at home. Last stop was the usual Wal-Mart for produce for Brad. The church missionaries came over this evening so Brad could help them with their GPS software. Now I’m getting ready to go play Lord of the Rings Online after Katie goes to bed!

Plan for tomorrow? Clean house and might head over and visit my Mom for a bit. Praying praying praying that a job comes up for me soon. Send some good vibes for me please! =) Sending positive vibes to you guys too! Enjoy your weekend.