Sorry I haven’t been updating, been busy with Lord of the Rings Online and I’m starting to get back into exercising on the treadmill, yay!!!

I want to rant about something but I’m afraid someone might read it so gonna call my Mom today and rant to her about it, LOL.

Oh and about the call support job – only thing is we would have to drive 30 miles to and from there from where we are sooo we’re gonna see about moving up to where the job is. Gosh, It’s gonna be crazy trying to move.. really don’t want to have to but hey, It’ll be a new change, new job and hopefully Brad and I can join a gym because I won’t have his Mom’s treadmill anymore If we move. We’ll just have to see what happens!

Hope you guys have a great rest of the weeeeek!

This week so far has been wonderful!!! Yesterday espically was great. I’ve now got myself a little at-home workout routine. After Brad got off work, we went walking again! :grinny: He wants to start doing 2 miles a day (5 times around the block) – It was a little hot but I had on a skort and sandals so It wasn’t too bad. I would take off my sandals in the shady parts and walk barefoot! :teeth: Any outside time makes me VERY happy.. walking barefoot makes me even happier hehehe. We also stopped and talked to his Grandpa who was sitting outside (their house is around the block that we walk) and he gave us a little bottle of water. He was sitting outside watching the hummingbirds!!! Their so cute!!!

We did our 5 laps then came back to his Grandparents house, came inside and talked to his Grandma and Grandpa for a little then headed back home so that Brad could get a shower and we both played our games until It was time to go to his Moms housie for supper @ 6pm. Brad’s littlest sister was on a RAMPAGE yesterday… my GOSH. Brad got her to calm down though. Aww, I know Brad would make a great, great Daddy. She’s 5… he rocked her until she fell to sleep hehe. We stayed until almost 8pm I think.

Hopefully Thursday Brad’s Mom will take me to get an ID!!! Then I can see what kindof money I can pull in online! WOOOOOOT! Okie, think I’m gonna do my exercise routine, mess with my hair then call Mom!! Have a splended day! It’s another GORGEOUS day outside so I can’t wait to go walking! Anyhow, byez! 🙂

Brad wants to start an exercise routine! I told him I’ll definetly do it with him. So yesterday afternoon after he got off work, we went walking around for about 30 minutes! Was nice to get out and just walk. But he told me when we got back he didn’t wanna do it anymore LOL. I told him YES, we need to and It’ll make us both feel so much better to get some exercise. I was doing treadmill @ my MIL’s house but I stopped because they had fleas in their basement that were eating me up. =/ Reason Brad wants to start an exercise routine.. he said he’s thinking about joining the military. He’s asked me many, many times before in the past and I’ve always said NO NO NO NO. But! He said he would get a safer job, like military cook? Or medic? Or something. So that made me feel so much better. I don’t know If he’ll go through with it though.. one minute he says he wants to do this and that then the next It’s something totally different so who knows. I know the military would be GREAT for him.. help him GROW UP. We could see more of the world and the military would take care of us as far as money goes.

Brad has been begging me forever to get him a computer desk for his laptop… so the other day we took the table we got from his Moms that we had in our extra room and moved it into the living room and pushed it right up beside mine and he put the guinea pigs cage on the table too hehe so now he has a desk! And yenno I’m actually very happy with the way he’s been SO FAR. He’s kept his chair pushed under the table, leaves no cans or dirty dishes laying on it – which makes me EXTRAAAAAA happy. Coz when was using the coffee table after he would eat his lunch, he would leave ALL his dirty dishes on the coffee table. I just hope he continues to pick up and keep his desk cleaned off.

It’s raininggggg! We might even get a little storm! Then they say It’s supposed to start cooling down a little, YAY! Sometime this week the low might even be in the upper 50’s!!!!!!!!! WOOT. 😎

P.S. Nick Lachey is a sexy, beautiful, GORGEOUS man. Meowwww!
http://img2.timeinc.net/people/i/2006/features/magstories/060626/nick_lachey.jpg he looks sooooo good in blue! =)

Gosh, I did so much yesterday that last night and this morning I have just been DEAD tired!!! :dead: :dead: :dead: Yesterday morning I did my dancing and stretching then took my nap, Brad woke me up when he was leaving after his lunch break – did my usual stuff then washed dishes, cleaned up the living room extra good then went around spraying the house with yummy smellin spray. Of course yesterday afternoon, I fast-walked my 2.4 miles on the treadmill then once we came back home yesterday evening, we had our own exercise time hahaha so needless to say I think I covered ALL the exercise catagories, ROFL. 😀 😀 😀

My legs and butt are very sore from all of the above haha. I did a tiny bit of stretching this morning but I was so sore that I took a longer nap this morning. I feel a lot better now. Don’t wanna wear my body out too much too fast. Walking on the treadmill is getting a lot easier than It used to be. I just hate to get all sweaty and hot! By the time I step off, I’m soaked. And my thick, long hair doesn’t help matters! I pull it back in a ponytail but my neck still gets extremely hot. I can’t put my hair up because it’s too long. If that makes sense, It won’t stay.

Well, my job hunt is on.. been trying to find out if any the nearby stores are hiring. I’m hoping to find something real soon but need something close I can walk to since right now I don’t have my license or a car and such. I could go work @ McDonalds.. it’s right across the street but I have always told myself that I would try to avoid that place at all costs.. DON’T want to work at a food place. Apparently they are pretty much always hiring. Would love to work at Fred’s Dollar Store or CVS – we live right behind Fred’s and CVS is beside Fred’s. Could also go for Movie Gallery but it’s across the street from Fred’s. Ah well, I’ll just have to wait and see what comes about.

ChaCha is slow today, ugh. Think I’m gonna go call Mom and see what she’s up to. She told me last time she talked to me that she would like to be moved before August 1st. *sigh* I don’t know how to even say goodbye to her. It was already BEYOND hard to say goodbye to her when I left for Nebraska but like I said before, I came back! She’s not, I’m sure of it. Yeah, Brad and I can come visit a few times a year but It’s not the same, yenno. Seems so strange to even think about it. :blank: :blink:

Wow. I have had some major energy and MODIVATION lately as far as exercise + dancing/stretching goes! This morning I spent some time dancing and stretching along to some music and boy, It was great! I love to do that. Man, between my treadmill exercise, stretching, dancing and OTHER exercise 😉 😉 :wink:, I am SORE! That’s great though, It means I’m getting those muscles worked!!! I am so pumped! I just want to exercise, dance and stretch more more more!!! Hehehe! :grinny:

From my exercise, I can tell a little diff in my tummy. I’m attempting to get it back to the way it was when I was in High School. After High School ended I moved up to Nebraska and while I was there.. I was just a blob. All I did was sleep all day till Brad got home from High School, spend the rest of the day playing on the computer until anywhere between 2-4AM and repeat. I got some exercise when I went walking with Brad but I think that’s where my tummy started to gain. I didn’t have a ROCK HARD tummy in High School but it was small. The pants I’m wearing right now are getting way loose on me. And my big comfy nightie shorts? If I don’t keep them pulled up every few minutes, they DO fall off of me hahaha. I need to buy a new pair but I love those!!

UGH my Dell speakers are all of a sudden being crackly – I hate that! Looks like I might have to buy some new speakers.. that sucks. Haven’t had those speakers for a year and their already crackling… wait and now their randomly cutting out? Maybe It’s my CD. I hope. GRAWR. Yep, it’s my Hoobstank CD that’s doing it, thank goodness. Guess It needs a good cleaning. I’d like to buy a few new CDs including Chris Daughtry’s. :happy: And I swear, I can’t get enough of listening to Elliot Yamin’s song!!! Heheh.

It’s actually looks to be a decent day outside and doesn’t seem to be as hot. Brad is thinking about trying to apply for a job at the Post Office! They pay great money but he has to PAY money to take their test and then If he does good on that test then he’ll have a good chance but If he doesn’t then others have a better chance but I told him If he wanted to do that to go for it! :happy: I just want him to be happy with a job – as far as I know this week his job has been pretty good but I know he just overall doesn’t like it. So I hope he finds something else to do that is a little less straining on his body.

I think I’m gonna go dance and stretch some more to some music then get a few things done around the apartment before I sit down to attempt to work in ChaCha! *wave wave*

This weekend didn’t turn out the way I really wanted it to but that’s okay.

Friday night me, Brad and his cousin went to the mall since his cousin wanted to look for something. I went and got my eyebrows done – finally!!! :grinny: Then we walked around a little more before heading out. Decided to go eat out at the CHINESE BUFFET! Heck yes! I hadn’t had chinese since our little chinese restaurant here in town went to HELL. I ate so much shrimp, lol. It was so delicious though. They had COCONUT shrimp.. oh man. I ate until I couldn’t anymore then I still wanted to eat the rest!!! OH and they had sweet mushrooms that were SO AWESOMELY GOOD. After we were done eating, they wanted to go to Wal-Mart right quick so they went in and I just stayed in the car since I didn’t feel like walking anymore plus I was too full haha. After they were done in Wally World we headed home. It was 11pm when we got home and they wanted to go to Brad’s Moms house to use Brads Stepdads drill coz they were trying to get some batteries to fit in a flashlight. Went over there and I think it was almost 1AM when we finally came home for good.

Saturday was the day we had all planned to go bowling and such. Well, PMS decided to show up for me leaving me NOT in the chipper mood. I knew everyone was gonna be all happy and I knew I just wouldn’t be. And Brad would probably stand there and ask me every 5 minutes “Are you okay?” So I thought It would be best If I didn’t go BUT I WANTED TO GO so badly! Ugh. STUPID PMS. Brads friend came over about 5 and Brad, Kenny and Brad’s cousin James left. I didn’t really do much… talked to Mom on the phone for a few hours. They didn’t get home until after 1AM!!! Brad did buy me a book – thought It was sweet of him. He got me “The Unofficial Guide To Getting Pregnant” Heh. Even though I don’t EVEN wanna look at it right now. Sometimes I just feel hopeless but I’m trying to hold on. I know It will happen, It’s just.. ugh. So of course Brad was talking about how GOOD of a time they had and smiling.. which only made me feel more upset. I’ve been mostly laying around the remainder of the weekend.

Yesterday me, Brad and his cousin all went grocery shopping. Got everything we wanted to get and I was trying to pick out something to eat for dinner for me for last night. Could NOT find ANYTHING I wanted. We looked and looked. It was pissing me off… nothing sounded good. Not to mention I’d felt sick at my stomach yesterday (and a little today too) so I finally decided to try some little steaks. Came home and I was so tired so I went and took a nap. I was OUT. I finally woke up and Brad was cooking my steaks! :love: He said, “Hey, I was gonna surprise you!” Hehehe. They were yummy little steaks and I also cooked some whole corn with it. And the rest of Sunday drifted away now here we are, Monday!

We were supposed to go hang out with some friends yesterday but the husband had to work so maybe we can get together sometime real soon. Ugh.. I had better go eat my late lunch, I’m starting to feel sick. ALSO, I’m starting to drop a slight pound or 2 since I picked back up on my exercising! I’m gonna exercise Tuesday – Friday of this week! :loopy: Man I can’t wait to lose 10 more pounds then I’ll be getting closer to the 50 pounds lost mark, WOO! Have a great rest of the day!!!!!! 😀

I’m slacking on the blogging again. Haha.

Well, Brad’s job is just ruining him – his back, arms, knees, wrists, hands. Plus he is never happy anymore, always down even though he tries to be in high spirits around me. His job always has him angry, upset, stressed, frustrated and he comes home EVERY DAY exhausted. His way of dealing with his anger from work @ home is to act a little immature and crazy. I can definetly tell when he’s trying to handle the anger from his job by the way he acts. I was trying to be positive yesterday to him about another job but he just snapped on me. Last night we talked it out and I dunno, I just want him to be happy again. It’s really affecting us both because when he’s not happy, I’m not happy either. He said he’d talk to his boss about cutting down some on his workload, he says they are just giving him way way way too much work. I really pray his boss listens to him and gets someone to help him!! Sheesh!!!!!!!!!!!! Makes me so angry that they can’t atleast give him a partner to help him out! His boss has been “PROMISING” him a partner for a while now but did he ever? Did he ever got through with that? NOPE! Of course that just really upsets Brad… 🙁

Speaking of slacking, I have really been slacking on my exercise. I don’t think I’ve exercised in about a month.. which is bad but I’ve stayed the same weight. Yesterday I did exercise though and I plan to today as well. I’d like to get back into doing it maybe 6/7 days a week and keep going with it and I know I’ll lose lots more weight but gosh stuff always comes up – I get sick, PMS sometimes has me eating more + feeling lazy and not wanting to exercise so I’m gonna try my best. I really want to lose more weight!

Brad also has been stressing about our bills and such. We only have a few bills but my gosh, they add up to a lot! I don’t know what we could eliminate besides our cellphone bill but then I couldn’t call my Mom since we don’t have long distance on our home phone but I guess If we got rid of our cellphones we’d have to turn on long distance coz I have to talk to my Mommy!!!! I suppose we could buy a little less and cheaper groceries but we only get what we need! Ugh, I hate money and bills but don’t we all. UGH.

I just want us to be happy.

I have been so tired today.. been mostly laying around. I could honestly lay back down right now and go back to sleep. I’m hoping this might be our month for baby but I’m not holding my hopes too high. What a tough road trying to conceive is. In the beginning I was thinking It would be easy. Hoo boy was I w-r-o-n-g!!! PMS is due to come Friday so we’ll see. Waiting waiting. It’s actually getting very hard for me to wait, lol. Brad and I both want this so badly. Come on Friday, get here already!!!

It’s a gorgeous day out, almost 85 degrees but luckily, It doesn’t feel that hot. I’m glad today is one of my non-exercise days because really, I don’t think I could today with how tired I am! I just ate my late lunch and I’m still kindof hungry.. the only thing is, I don’t need to eat anything else but I guess I could eat a little something more.

I’m hoping to give my Mom a great Mothers Day gift.. a positive HPT! Hehe, that would be so neat!!!!!!!! :grinny: I’d like to go this weekend to get her something anyway and bring it to her heh I know how much she would love that. She enjoys any company from me and Brad she can get. I really wish she lived closer or we lived closer one.

And I wish I had more to write about haha. I don’t really.. just want this week to fly by! Thankfully It’s already Tuesday! Well I guess I’m gonna go wait for my hubby to get home from work.. he must of had to work a little over today. Have a great Tuesday!! 😎

Eh, I wasn’t really feeling the other layout LOL so I went out and found this one that I’m gonna tweak times 1,000. :tongue: Soooo I guess I’m gonna work on that hahah. I’ll change up the colors and such so stay tuned!!!

It’s a beautiful day here! I’m definetly gonna do exercise this afternoon and new episodes of MY NAME IS EARL, THE OFFICE, SCRUBS AND ER TONIGHT woooo!!! :love:

Have a great afternooooon!

Hm, well this layout is one I made a long time ago and decided to finally use it since I never have! What do you guys think? Bringing back a bit of old style taste. I actually really like it! And what’s not to like about Incubus and BRANDON BOYD! :love: :love: :love:

Well to update on a few things: Brad traded in our van for a 2001 blue Dodge Ram 1500 quad magnum! It’s very very spacious, HUGE and an overall nice truck! He’s just happy to have a truck again hehe. 😎 Um but a NOT so cool thing happened this last Friday… he went to get us food from McDonalds and buy me sunflower seeds from the gas station place and when he came out, his tire was flat! Apparently SOMEONE SLASHED HIS TIRE! Brads Stepdad helped him and the next day they got a new tire. Evil people.. evil evil evil. He filed a police report and I hope they catch whoever did it. Ugh. Brad was furiously upset!

Doc’s appointment: A week from my doc’s appointment I missed the call for the blood results so I called back the next day and the woman said the doc said my hormone levels HAVE IMPROVED and she’s not gonna change the dosage on my meds and to come back in 6 months! WOOO I’m so excited that my medicine is INDEED working… now maybe my chances of concieving are a little better, maybe. :grinny: Speaking of hormones and all, I have been breaking out in pimples like CRAZY lately! I haven’t had this many pimples since High School! It’s insane. I found one on my nose today so I looked like rudolph for a bit. Hahah.

Website: I’ll try to redo the link colors and other colors + update my pages and all that jazz. Hopefully LOL. Sometimes I feel like I’m modivated enough to update things then I get to it and say forget it so we’ll see. I might make the front one point bigger, I dunno yet. I’d like to spruce up the site a little more but again, we’ll see we’ll seeeeee!!! :thumbsup:

Weekend: Well the town where my Mom lives is having their annual Railroad Festival this weekend. Brad and I have went every year since we’ve been together so we might go this year, not sure yet though. It’s supposed to realllly storm bad here Friday night into Saturday so I guess It depends but I’d like to see my Mommmmy!!! :tongue:

Online Job: I’m still working for the online search engine ChaCha but boy have I been slacking lately. :dead: I’ll get up in the morning and get ready to work only to sit there for like 30 minutes.. most of the time nothing happens or I get annoying or stupid searches and wind up saying forget it and closing out. I need more work willpower LOL. Brad said that we’ll use my ChaCha money as saving then when the year is over we’ll get to BUY stuff, yay!

Exercise: Well, I was doing pretty good with my exercise. Was doing like 3 miles a day back in February? Then I’ll get in a funk where I want to do nothing and slack in my exercise and “strict” eating. Right now I’m in major slack mode with the exercise too. Last week I only did a mile a day but I guess It’s better than nothing. Need to push myself to do atleast 2.5 or 3 miles to really get myself back into a good exercise schedule. Oh and my weight? *sigh* I’ve been stuck between gaining and losing the same 5 or so pounds and that sucks big time. Up and down. I hate that I have to fight so much to lose even a little weight. It’s so hard. But atleast I’m doing something instead of nothing!!! Just gotta keep modivated to keep going and pick myself back up into a regular routine.

Brad: Brad’s work has been really tough on him these last few months. I feel so bad sometimes coz I stay at home and he has to work a realllly rough tough job where he gets pushed around by older guys. He comes home almost every day either exhausted, pissed off or both. Sometimes he does have good days but for a while there It was all not good days. And our relationship is still the best! :love: I love him more than anything. I always try to cheer him up after work and talk him through the hard times. I love my sweetie.

Well this is the longest blog I’ve written on here in a long while! LOL. Enjoy it! It’s nearing my bed time (1AM lol) so I’m gonna wrap this up and get ready for SLEEP! Have a great Thursday!!!!!!! :grinny: :happy: 😉