Don’t know If I mentioned about our iguana but we let him go in the woods Thurday night.. we couldn’t keep him because he was biting Brad and we were afraid he might bite someone else. What else could we do? Wow, ER’s episode was amazing Thursday night! Made me cry! Was a really touching episode. Interested to see what’s gonna happen with the show when they come back in the new year.

Friday we didn’t do much, really. Got food from Mcdonalds Friday night and just played online, yaddaaa yadda. Our friend Gatlin wanted Brad and me to come over Saturday and so at some point I had posted about getting rid of our animals on livejournal and Megan (Gatlins wife) said she wanted our bunny so when we went to their house Saturday evening we gave them the bunny! I know she’ll be in good hands. So now all we have to get rid of is our 6 birds. I watched them play Rock Band, pretty cool game! Then we went to Tupelo to eat @ Red Lobster to celebrate mine and Brads 2 year wedding anniversary (which is tomorrow!!) and had a pretty good time. The shrimp was yummy but my mashed potatoes weren’t the best but yeah. Went to Books-a-Million afterwards and I bought a little beanie baby penguin! It’s a Christmas penguin and it jingles! Also bought Mom a little glass angel for a Christmas present! 🙂 We left there right about when they were fixing to close then headed back to their place and they played Rock Band a little longer. I think It was after midnight when we left to go home. It was around 1:30AM when we finally got home! We both didn’t go to sleep until after 2:30AM I think.

Today I slept in until almost 1PM and got up feeling very hungry and haven’t had that much energy all day! Went grocery shopping and bought more Christmas presents! I think we’ll finish up the shopping next weekend then I can sit down and wrap them all up! YAY! We fixed pizza rolls for dinner, still finishing mine up now! Yum yum! Still got 1 more load of laundry to fold then I have to get started on Christmas cards so I can mail those off hopefully tomorrow.

That about wraps up my weekend! Hope everyone had a good one!!! 😀

I am tired! Might go to sleep a bit earlier tonight or might not, lol 😆 Might just stretch out on the couch for a little.

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Pretty average day.. cleaned up the apartment today. It was actually a tad bit warmer outside and tonight It was cool not that bitter cold that I don’t like. We had McDonalds for dinner since on Fridays there’s usually not much to eat in the house. Was actually very good. I’ve been wanting something to eat to satisfy my tummy since nothing seems to make my tummy satisfied.

We might go to the mall tomorrow! Yay! It’ll be good to actually go out somewhere and maybe buy something or atleast get to look at more baby items!!! Hehehe. Alright, everyone have a great Friday night!

Sorry I haven’t been updating, been busy with Lord of the Rings Online and I’m starting to get back into exercising on the treadmill, yay!!!

I want to rant about something but I’m afraid someone might read it so gonna call my Mom today and rant to her about it, LOL.

Oh and about the call support job – only thing is we would have to drive 30 miles to and from there from where we are sooo we’re gonna see about moving up to where the job is. Gosh, It’s gonna be crazy trying to move.. really don’t want to have to but hey, It’ll be a new change, new job and hopefully Brad and I can join a gym because I won’t have his Mom’s treadmill anymore If we move. We’ll just have to see what happens!

Hope you guys have a great rest of the weeeeek!

Thank you guys for the comments on my last post! Yeah, this whole TTC thing hasn’t been easy but I’m hoping and gonna keep on trying.

I think instead of doing online work I need to get myself out there. This is sad but I’ve never had an outside job. Brad does not like his job at all. We’re thinking about going for a Dell call support center job. Brad’s friends work there and Brad has always wanted to work there – only thing that stopped me is because I don’t like to talk on the phone. I figure though If I just go for it, maybe I’ll even adjust to liking to talk to people on the phone. If we both worked there we’d be making about as much as Brad does by himself so yeah. He wants to leave his job he has now so bad. I need to get Brad’s Grandma/Grandpa to take me to get my ID and while I’m there I’ll even pick up a driving booklet so I can get my permit so atleast I can practice driving safely haha. Once I get my ID, I’d like to get my own bank account.

I think I would be so much happier out working. I’d actually feel like making myself all pretty and I know we would make friends up there. Mostly all the people up there are young and we can wear ordinary clothes and I can keep my piercings!!!! And the job has lots of benefits, paid vacations, paid holidays. If Brad puts in a 2 week notice that should give me enough time to get things situated. I know we would both get the job because lots of Brad’s friends have worked there and we know one of the main guys.

Lastly, I think I need to get out there because I tell you, my social skills are nearing low numbers haha. Ever since High School ended, I haven’t had much contact with anyone. And I know having my own outside job would make me feel better to know I’m making a decent amount of money to help me and Brad, we’d be working together for it. Only thing is, we’d have to have similar hours since I don’t drive yet. I love staying at home but there is so much more out there and I don’t want to waste my life away! I want friends too. And I’m sure I can get atleast a handful of people up there to start playing Lord of the Rings Online since most of them are mad gamers mwahaha! :]

I need to focus on getting the job, eating as good as I can, get back to exercising 6/7 days of the week on the treadmill like I used to (that was the ONLY way I lost weight was to exercise a LOT, like 3 miles a day) then when all is said and done for the day Brad and I can come home to our games, lol.

Okie gotta go make our bed and wait for this Lord of the Rings Online server to download – they have an “extra” server for when the others are down (their down for maintenance until 3PM) and the server is at 72%! Once It’s down I get to go on there and preview the new player HOUSING that’s coming out at the end of this month, woot! Heh I’m such a LOTRO nerd :]

Everyone have a good Labor Day?

Friday evening we needed to go to Wal-Mart to buy my medicine so we went ahead and went grocery shopping then instead of waiting until Saturday. Also feel even more sure that Brad’s Dad is LIEING about having our air conditioner. GRRRRRRR.

Saturday we were lounging around pretty late, lol. Didn’t get ready and leave for the mall until like 4-5pm. Looked around at some stores. Then I went and finally got my eyebrows done! A new young woman was there and she did them, she did an ok job. Thankfully they didn’t have but 1 person in the store so I got to go back really quickly compared to the time I usually have to wait. Afterwards, more looking then we left and went to Brad’s FAVORITE place, Books-A-Million. I don’t like it because I don’t like books. Brad knew what he wanted and he found it but It was too expensive. =( Then! I found the official game guide for Lord of the Rings Online :grinny: so I bought that! Hehehe. Leaving there we headed to Taco Bell! Went in and ate then last stop was Wal-Mart where the guys picked up alcohol. Came back home and.. yeah, nothing much the rest of the weekend except gaming, laundry and sleeping. Fun stuff!

Glad It’ll be a 4 day week though! Hope you guys had a great Labor Day + weekend!!!! 😎

I’m SO happy that Terry Fator won America’s Got Talent last night! Yay yay yay!!!! He has an amazing talent hehe and I laughed at Kermit and the CHICKENS hahaha!!! :teeth: I think Cas is a good singer but look at Terry’s talent! :grinny: Now tonight is the top 5 of Last Comic Standing! Hmmm. I’m thinking Lavelle is gonna win.

I just turned the air off because I am freezing! Oh, Brad’s Mom got this older man to come and mow their lawn so she got him to come over and cut ours today! He did an EXCELLENT job! Our lawn looks real nice now. Know what I really miss? Just being outside in general. I don’t spend hardly any time outside anymore and I’ve always been an outside gal. Going for walks, exploring woods and playing in creeks! That was me. Brad doesn’t like to go outside and I don’t really like to be by myself. Sometimes I just sit here, stare outside at the beautiful day and really miss being out there. Would love to have a nature-type job.

Hmm, I hope we actually do something exciting this weekend. Usually Brad’s cousin comes over, they play Diablo on their laptops and I play Lord of the Rings Online and.. yeah. I’d like to actually go out and do something! Hopefully we will. I love to sit home and game but It’s also nice to go out sometimes! :thumbsup: Well, off to do a few things, have a great day! 🙂

Thank you guys for the comments! As far as the kidney infection goes, I don’t know If I had one or was on the verge of getting one but I spent 2 days drinking nothing but water and I seem to be fine now so I guess that’s what I needed, hehe.

Brad and I had a fall out last week and It kindof put us in an iffy spot with one another but we finally made it through back to our old selves again. Every couple is gonna have things to try to work out and work through and this just happened to be our time.

Gah, I can’t believe I’m up this early!!!! Brad woke me up this morning around 5:30AM so I could take my temp (for TTC purposes) and I think I went back to sleep for just a little while then woke up at 6AM and couldn’t go back to sleep so here I am still. It’s now 7:30AM and I am STARVING – so much that I feel sick so I think I’m gonna go eat a sausage biscuit here in a minute.

Mom left for Georgia on Friday. She’s got an appointment with Section 8 Monday to get all the things settled so she can move there. She’s gonna stay all week then come back Saturday? I think? She told me and Brad to come over when they get back and they might be going ahead and moving then? I dunno. I just know I don’t know how I’m going to handle it. *sigh*

Yesterday was very interesting. Brad and I got up around noon? Sat around – hadn’t even got dressed and his friend Alex called and wanted us to come along with him and his girlfriend to a LAN party hosted by a bunch of people that they both work with. I didn’t really wanna go… but I told myself, hey, It’s a way out of the house and to spend some time with other people so we got dressed, loaded up and met them. We left Brad’s truck at a gas station then loaded up into Alex’s girlfriends car. Umm, well It was a very disorganized LAN party, lol. Everybody was playing different games instead of all playing the same game at once. I got to play Need For Speed: Carbon! Pretty awesome game! :grinny: Alex and Brad went and bought us Taco Bell for dinner, YUM! We stayed until about 8:30PM then decided we’d go. Wound up in Wal-Mart for quite some time, looking for various items then just wandering. Eventually, drove back to Brad’s truck and It was storming at the time – told them goodbye then headed on home ourselves. We got home about 10:30PM and our Internet was out. It kept going in and out. We had some pretty good lightning and thunder + rain. Kept hoping the Internet would come back so I could play some Lord of the Rings Online but It never did, ugh. Brad sat and read his book while I fiddled with my desktop and listened to music. Finally, after 2AM we headed to sleep.

Now here it is Sunday! We need to go grocery shopping and I need to wash my hair! Then tonight is an all new episode of THE 4400 and THE DEADZONE, squeeeee!!! The Deadzone looked like it was gonna be AWESOME so I can’t wait!!!!! :happy: Alright, you guys have a great day! :grinny:

Hey everyone! Sorry I haven’t updated sooner but I just really haven’t wanted to. How was your Memorial Day weekend? What did you do???

I thought we weren’t really gonna have any plans but! Brad’s friend Kenny invited us over for a BBQ and was inviting a few other of Brad’s High School friends yay!!!! Got up early Saturday and the BBQ was at noon so we arrived right around then. Brad’s friends Kenny, Chase, Bubba and his wife + their 3 week old baby!!! BTW, the baby was so tiny and precious!!! He has a feeding tube right now since his tummy is too small as far as holding milk goes. Ate some yummy hot dogs, hamburgers, sausage! Then Brad and I got to play Kenny’s Wii!!! I was kindof nervous at first haha but we played the sports HAHA I LOVE the Wii bowling and tennis! Me and Brad had a blast with it LOL. Then a little while longer Brad got to play Wario! CRAZY, awesome game! :grinny: We didn’t stay too long after that – told everyone bye and headed off. Decided to put off grocery shopping until Sunday since we both just wanted to go home and relax.

Everything was going great until Brad told me he wanted to take a whole box of allergy pills to get high. I told him not to do it. He got pissy, threw the box and said fuck it. Oooh boy was I mad at him. WTF?!?!?! I told him I CARE ABOUT HIM AND HIS HEALTH! He was still huffy. He eventually admitted that he was being stupid. Well, YEAH. *sigh* He KNOWS how I feel about drugs/pill poppers. Saturday when we saw Brads friends wifes baby, Brad was saying how much he wanted a baby soo bad but he wants to pull crap like that????????? UGH.

Sunday we went grocery shopping and had a pretty good day. He told me that he knows I was just trying to protect him (as far as the pills go) and that he would have done the same thing if it were me. I would surely hope so!!! And then yesterday he didn’t have work and we didn’t do much.. then yesterday evening we went and ate at his Moms like usual then Brad’s friends Alex and his g/f Amanda wanted to come hang out so they came about 7:30ish and didn’t leave until 11pm lol. It was awesome having them over though!!! 😀

While taking my nap today I had an interesting dream. I can’t remember most of the dream, I just remember I was pregnant with a big belly and I felt the baby kick!! And told Brad to FEEL!! Got him to feel too and we were both so excited, I was crying! Gosh, It seemed so real. I WANT THAT BELLY!!!!!!!! – on a different note, sometime this weekend my little gerbil passed away. R.I.P Bruno..

OH and Ranee – I’ve been taking Metformin for over 6 months now and yeah, It does cause havoc with my stomach most of the time but I strive through it. If it’ll help my hormones and achieving pregnancy then I’m gonna hang on for all it’s worth!!!

Last week was filled with all kinds of bad luck scenarios. First the Sunday event.. Monday was ok then that Tuesday event. Well, come Wednesday afternoon, Brad and I were just about leave to go eat dinner at his Moms – he opens our front door and says “Shit” … HIS TIRE WAS FLAT. Apparently, he ran over a nail at work. If you remember me posting about his other flat tire a while back (the one where his tire got slashed by someone) then he was so aggrivated to see ANOTHER flat tire. He had to get his Stepdad to come help him patch the hole up, which, was quite a task but we eventually made It to his Moms. :faint:

Thursday and yesterday have been okay, thank goodness. Brad was pretty down all week but he’s finally cheering up again and I’m very glad of that because when he’s down and sad, I feel that way too which is no fun!

Speaking of fun!!! My Lord of the Rings Online game is ULTRA fun! Haha so all that mess Tuesday was worth it. That’s why I haven’t been posting as much, lol. It’s a lot prettier than WoW and It has more “depth” to it as well. You’re playing in the middle of the LOTRO story why wouldn’t it be great?!?! :grinny: :grinny: :grinny: Right now I am a level 13 Champion currently running around trying to “find” certain land marks and then I’ll move onto another part of the map. I recommend trying the game out If you like WoW and are a LOTRO fan! 😎

Gooosh, I’m hungry! Brad should be back soon and he’s gonna make a pizzzza!!! Yummy pizza too then It’s off to play some more LOTRO! When I bought it, It came with a 10-day buddy key and Brad activated it and at first he wasn’t too sure he liked the game… now? He LOVES it heheheh. I’m pretty sure I’m gonna keep playing it after my “try-before-you-buy” period ends. Maybe Brad will too! He’s having crackling sound issues in-game but hopefully we can get that solved! Okie, have a great Saturday night!!! 😉

HAHA and I thought Sundays “adventure” to try to get my game was bad.

Today is Tuesday. The official release date of the game I had mentioned in the previous post, Lord of the Rings online: Shadows of Angmar. Brad got off work and a little later he asked me If I wanted to go back up to Wal-Mart to see if they had it. I hesistated… was thinking about waiting until the weekend. I still kindof wish I should have waited. Coz HELLO bad series of events coming our way. So Brad calls one of the Wal-Marts and asks If they have it. They say Yes! And that they had quite a few copies of it! Great!!! We get ready and decided we’d go eat at Taco Bell afterwards YUMMY. Load up and drive drive drive out there. I guess It’s about a.. 25-30 min drive.

Yay we arrive! Go on in and get to the electronics to look at the PC games. Not there. Go to talk to the people in Electronics and they look it up on the computer and sure enough, It should be in but they would have to go find it. Off they go.. we browse the movies and video games waiting. More waiting. Finally, while Brad was off browsing, the woman comes up to me with 2 Lord of the Rings games THAT I’VE ALREADY SEEN BEFORE, that have been on the shelf for months. I really don’t know what to say… I just look baffled. Brad comes up and says that is not the game we are looking for. He was getting really pissed, I could see it with his facial expression. He eventually says “Thank you, goodbye” And walks away hurridly. Yenno after Sunday’s event with this game, I thought to myself, wow someone doesn’t want me to have this game HAHA. But the thing is, they SAID they had it!?!?! He tries to cheer me up but darnit, we took another trip, another wasted trip! Off to Taco Bell we went…

We get our food and sit down to eat. Brad decides to call the Wal-Mart manager and tell him the situation, even If they DON’T have the game atleast they would know about what happened with someone telling us wrong. Ring ring. He gets the DISTRICT Manager, even better! Brad tells him the story and the DM gets one of his guys to go look for it… whaddya know, they JUST FOUND IT. HAHAH. Atleast they weren’t lieing but looks like those other people didn’t look hard enough. Finish eating food and this guy pulls up in the parking lot and is acting WAY STRANGE. Brad said he was a zombie.. :rolleyes: He acted like he was DEFINETLY on something. When he came in he went towards the bathroom slowly and just STARED at both the bathroom doors then turned around and went to the front counter. I’m guessing he couldn’t read English or couldn’t read at all or maybe he couldn’t read properly because what he was on/taking/what he had drunk, who knows. We decided to leave and head back to Wal-Mart… on the way out we see the guy who Brad claims was zombified has a BONE tied onto the front of his car, LOOOOL!! :dizzy: Read the rest of this entry »