UGH. Just want to rant a little…. money is evil. So very evil. I just wish the world didn’t totally and utterly revolve around money. Brad still hasn’t heard from any of the jobs he’s applied for and he’s applied for quite a few. He’s applied for the nursing home, Subway, the various plants in town, meter reader and I think a few more. We can’t keep going like we are.. something needs to come up. I’m trying my best to get more work online so PLEASE send out positive JOB thoughts for us. Ugh.. I do not like this at all.

Stupid money.. 🙁

Rah.. nausea is really starting to catch up with me. I’ve felt it for the last couple of days and at first It was just the hungry-sick feeling but now It’s continuing after I eat. I feel it right now. Might not be long before me and Mr. Toilet become good friends but hopefully It won’t be too bad haha.

GRR, yesterday It was like 75 degrees out then we had a little storm and cool weather moved in and It’s only like 51 degrees outside now and windy, making it an even bit more cooler. My hands are freezing right now. I did have the window open but got too chilly so I closed it. Tonights low is gonna be 30, brr!!!

Oh oh oh oh oh! I cannot wait for my shows tonight! My Name is Earl, 30 Rock, The Office, Scrubs and ER!!! Woooo! Luka is gonna be on ER tonight, wonder If he’ll find out about Abby and what’s going on with her. Should be really interesting! 😉

Everyone have a good Labor Day?

Friday evening we needed to go to Wal-Mart to buy my medicine so we went ahead and went grocery shopping then instead of waiting until Saturday. Also feel even more sure that Brad’s Dad is LIEING about having our air conditioner. GRRRRRRR.

Saturday we were lounging around pretty late, lol. Didn’t get ready and leave for the mall until like 4-5pm. Looked around at some stores. Then I went and finally got my eyebrows done! A new young woman was there and she did them, she did an ok job. Thankfully they didn’t have but 1 person in the store so I got to go back really quickly compared to the time I usually have to wait. Afterwards, more looking then we left and went to Brad’s FAVORITE place, Books-A-Million. I don’t like it because I don’t like books. Brad knew what he wanted and he found it but It was too expensive. =( Then! I found the official game guide for Lord of the Rings Online :grinny: so I bought that! Hehehe. Leaving there we headed to Taco Bell! Went in and ate then last stop was Wal-Mart where the guys picked up alcohol. Came back home and.. yeah, nothing much the rest of the weekend except gaming, laundry and sleeping. Fun stuff!

Glad It’ll be a 4 day week though! Hope you guys had a great Labor Day + weekend!!!! 😎

Interesting weekend.. Friday evening Brad wanted to go hang out with some people we know and I didn’t want to, really. The girl, Megan, used to be my best friend in High School. She’s now married. Anyhow, they NEVER want to come see us. They were living 2 HOURS away from us and we actually took a trip out to spend the night with them last year. We asked again and again for them to come see us. They kept asking us to come back. I JUST DON’T CONSIDER THAT FRIENDSHIP. Isn’t it a 2 way street on both parts? COME ON NOW. Well now they live close to the town where my Mom was living – which is about an hour away from our house. I tried to convince Brad that THEY WON’T come see us. I KNOW THEY WON’T. He’s like, “Maybe they will now that we live in the apartment” HAHAH. We were living in the apartment last year and they still didn’t come see us. GRRRRRRRRRRRRR. I just want some friends who want to come HANG OUT WITH ME TOO YENNO. It just pisses me off 10000000%. We wound up going though. *sigh* I didn’t say anything, really. Just sat and watched the guys play video games. Finally got my Buffy Season 3 DVD set back after… almost 2 years I think since Megan borrowed it? Am I being too harsh? I don’t think I am. I THINK FRIENDS SHOULD VISIT EACH OTHER, not just ONE!!!! Whatever. I don’t have friends anymore, everyone is doing their own thing. People don’t call, people don’t visit. @#$@#$@#$!!! And the ones that have the Internet don’t even stay in contact ONLINE besides the ONCE IN A MONTH “hey”! :pissed:

*sigh* Atleast I have Brad. I won’t be going back to their house. If Brad wants to go, bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I won’t do it. I’m too stubborn and think that that’s how FRIENDSHIP is supposed to be. So we left their house a little after 9pm since we were starving (hadn’t eaten dinner) so we went to the new KFC/Taco Bell there in that town. Got our usual Taco Bell order – burritos + cinnamon twists THEN also got a large KFC mashed potato + gravy. OMG so good. I looove their mashed potatoes. We ate then went to Sonic and Brad got me a cookie dough blast!!! :grinny: Headed back home and I think Brad kept dozing off.. he said he didn’t but It looked like it to me, he said his eyes were just getting “blurry” (he had his glasses on instead of his contacts) but he kept almost going off the road and was scaring the shit out of me. That’s one reason I can’t wait to get to driving is so I can drive us places at night coz most of the time Brad dozes off. He’s done it many many times before. Scary as crap!!! We made it back home then Brad’s cousin came over that night and stayed the weekend with us. Went grocery shopping Saturday and the rest of the weekend was spent playing games, doing laundry and sitting around haha. Went over to Brad’s Moms last night & ate supper + watched The 4400 and The Deadzone.

Christine: sweet tea is just regular tea with sugar :grinny: I CANNOT for the life of me drink just PLAIN tea. EWWWWW. I think it’s really gross haha.

Janet: No, getting my eyebrow pierced did not hurt =) But I’m high tolerant on pain so yeah lol.

Oh and thanks for the comments everyone!!!! :] Have a great Monday!

Anyone like the band Maroon 5? I really, really, really love their CD Songs About Jane and have been wanting their new CD It Won’t Be Soon Before Long so I got it this weekend! Still “adjusting” to the CD and so far I like 2-3 songs. Here a few lyric lines from the songs that I really like on the new CD! Check it out..

i still don’t have a reason and you don’t have the time and it really makes me wonder if i ever gave a fuck about you – makes me wonder

if you needed love well then ask for love, could have given love now i’m taking love now it’s not my fault cause you both deserve what is coming now so don’t say a word – wake up call caught you in morning with another one in my bed, don’t you care about me anymore? don’t you care about me? i don’t think so. six foot tall came without a warning so i had to shoot him dead, he won’t come around here anymore, come around here anymore i don’t think so – wake up call

every night you cry yourself to sleep thinking why does this happen to me why does every moment have to be so hard – hard to believe that it’s not over tonight just give me one more chance to make it right, i may not make it through the night, i won’t go home without you – won’t go home without you

As far as our air conditioner? still no idea. :yell: brad’s mom did go out and buy us a new fan, which was very nice of her so set that up last night and was glad to have some air in the bedroom! Our other fan started making weird noises Sunday and was getting extremely hot sooo yeah.

OMG, WTF.

Brad, me and his cousin went to the trailor a few weeks ago (where we used to live) to get some more of our things that we left over there and we mainly went for our AIR CONDITIONER. We get there and whaddya know, the air conditioner is GONE. No where to be found. The only people that have a key to that place is Brad and his Dad. If his Dad wanted to use it, he could have called us up and asked. Who else could have gotten it?!?! GRRRR. So, today our fan in the bedroom pretty much died and there is NO WAY I can go to sleep back there without fan/air. Brad calls his Mom and asks her to call people and ask about our air conditioner (brad’s family) and well, Brad’s Mom called Brad’s Stepmom and eventually she asked Brad’s Dad about it and he said he has no clue.

W.T.F?!!!!!! Ooo that pisses me off. :yell: :yell: :yell: How damn lousy is that?! I know he’s lieing. I want our damn air conditioner back! Brad and I even thought he might have got it and sold it on Ebay! Who knows. I think Brad’s Mom was gonna see about getting us a new one BUT I DON’T WANT A NEW ONE. I want to know WHAT THE HELL happened to my damn air conditioner and If they have it, I WANT IT BACK!!!!!!! :yell:

I was tagged by amanda!

Hm, 7 strange things about me?

1) I love how my birds smell, lol
2) I’ve never had chicken pocks?
3) I think banana + mayo sandwich is really tasty
4) Older guys or Mexicans that stare at me scare me
5) Gold jewelery breaks me out
6) People throwing up scares me too
7) … I don’t know

*sigh* These past few days have been beyond stressful. Don’t even want to go into it. If I did It would be paragraph after paragraph and I just don’t have that in me right now. And I think I might be getting a kidney infection, just great!!!!!!!!! 🙁

Hey everyone! Sorry I haven’t updated sooner but I just really haven’t wanted to. How was your Memorial Day weekend? What did you do???

I thought we weren’t really gonna have any plans but! Brad’s friend Kenny invited us over for a BBQ and was inviting a few other of Brad’s High School friends yay!!!! Got up early Saturday and the BBQ was at noon so we arrived right around then. Brad’s friends Kenny, Chase, Bubba and his wife + their 3 week old baby!!! BTW, the baby was so tiny and precious!!! He has a feeding tube right now since his tummy is too small as far as holding milk goes. Ate some yummy hot dogs, hamburgers, sausage! Then Brad and I got to play Kenny’s Wii!!! I was kindof nervous at first haha but we played the sports HAHA I LOVE the Wii bowling and tennis! Me and Brad had a blast with it LOL. Then a little while longer Brad got to play Wario! CRAZY, awesome game! :grinny: We didn’t stay too long after that – told everyone bye and headed off. Decided to put off grocery shopping until Sunday since we both just wanted to go home and relax.

Everything was going great until Brad told me he wanted to take a whole box of allergy pills to get high. I told him not to do it. He got pissy, threw the box and said fuck it. Oooh boy was I mad at him. WTF?!?!?! I told him I CARE ABOUT HIM AND HIS HEALTH! He was still huffy. He eventually admitted that he was being stupid. Well, YEAH. *sigh* He KNOWS how I feel about drugs/pill poppers. Saturday when we saw Brads friends wifes baby, Brad was saying how much he wanted a baby soo bad but he wants to pull crap like that????????? UGH.

Sunday we went grocery shopping and had a pretty good day. He told me that he knows I was just trying to protect him (as far as the pills go) and that he would have done the same thing if it were me. I would surely hope so!!! And then yesterday he didn’t have work and we didn’t do much.. then yesterday evening we went and ate at his Moms like usual then Brad’s friends Alex and his g/f Amanda wanted to come hang out so they came about 7:30ish and didn’t leave until 11pm lol. It was awesome having them over though!!! 😀

While taking my nap today I had an interesting dream. I can’t remember most of the dream, I just remember I was pregnant with a big belly and I felt the baby kick!! And told Brad to FEEL!! Got him to feel too and we were both so excited, I was crying! Gosh, It seemed so real. I WANT THAT BELLY!!!!!!!! – on a different note, sometime this weekend my little gerbil passed away. R.I.P Bruno..

OH and Ranee – I’ve been taking Metformin for over 6 months now and yeah, It does cause havoc with my stomach most of the time but I strive through it. If it’ll help my hormones and achieving pregnancy then I’m gonna hang on for all it’s worth!!!

HAHA and I thought Sundays “adventure” to try to get my game was bad.

Today is Tuesday. The official release date of the game I had mentioned in the previous post, Lord of the Rings online: Shadows of Angmar. Brad got off work and a little later he asked me If I wanted to go back up to Wal-Mart to see if they had it. I hesistated… was thinking about waiting until the weekend. I still kindof wish I should have waited. Coz HELLO bad series of events coming our way. So Brad calls one of the Wal-Marts and asks If they have it. They say Yes! And that they had quite a few copies of it! Great!!! We get ready and decided we’d go eat at Taco Bell afterwards YUMMY. Load up and drive drive drive out there. I guess It’s about a.. 25-30 min drive.

Yay we arrive! Go on in and get to the electronics to look at the PC games. Not there. Go to talk to the people in Electronics and they look it up on the computer and sure enough, It should be in but they would have to go find it. Off they go.. we browse the movies and video games waiting. More waiting. Finally, while Brad was off browsing, the woman comes up to me with 2 Lord of the Rings games THAT I’VE ALREADY SEEN BEFORE, that have been on the shelf for months. I really don’t know what to say… I just look baffled. Brad comes up and says that is not the game we are looking for. He was getting really pissed, I could see it with his facial expression. He eventually says “Thank you, goodbye” And walks away hurridly. Yenno after Sunday’s event with this game, I thought to myself, wow someone doesn’t want me to have this game HAHA. But the thing is, they SAID they had it!?!?! He tries to cheer me up but darnit, we took another trip, another wasted trip! Off to Taco Bell we went…

We get our food and sit down to eat. Brad decides to call the Wal-Mart manager and tell him the situation, even If they DON’T have the game atleast they would know about what happened with someone telling us wrong. Ring ring. He gets the DISTRICT Manager, even better! Brad tells him the story and the DM gets one of his guys to go look for it… whaddya know, they JUST FOUND IT. HAHAH. Atleast they weren’t lieing but looks like those other people didn’t look hard enough. Finish eating food and this guy pulls up in the parking lot and is acting WAY STRANGE. Brad said he was a zombie.. :rolleyes: He acted like he was DEFINETLY on something. When he came in he went towards the bathroom slowly and just STARED at both the bathroom doors then turned around and went to the front counter. I’m guessing he couldn’t read English or couldn’t read at all or maybe he couldn’t read properly because what he was on/taking/what he had drunk, who knows. We decided to leave and head back to Wal-Mart… on the way out we see the guy who Brad claims was zombified has a BONE tied onto the front of his car, LOOOOL!! :dizzy: Read the rest of this entry »

Hello Monday.. :dizzy:

Well, well. Yesterday afternoon was annoying. Brad’s cousin James came over for a little bit to use our wireless connection on his laptop and to just hang out. I had been thinking about buying Lord of the Rings online. Late afternoon Brad decides he wants to go to Wal-Mart to buy a game and he was worried that they wouldn’t have the game I wanted so he was trying to debate on which Wal-Mart to go to. Decide to go to the one he wants to.. they don’t have my game but we get his game and he also picks up some new underwear that I COULD ONLY SHAKE MY HEAD ABOUT. Hahahaha. :geek:

Well, Mr. Guilty decides that we ARE going to the other Wal-Mart to get my game (coz we knew It was at the other Wal-Mart) but now I see we should have just went home haha. Brad paid James some gas money and we headed off. It was already pretty late.. almost 9PM. K, I had read online that LOTRO wouldn’t be offically “released” until tomorrow but I had saw It at the other Wal-Mart so I thought hm. Okie, so there we are at Wal-Mart and we get the game and go to pay for it. It wouldn’t scan. The cashier goes to ask the manager and he says “Nope, can’t be sold, being re-called” ….. WTF!?!?! :yell: We left and we were both pretty furious BUT I guess I should have figured not to even try to get it before the release date. Sigh. We didn’t get home till 10PM. What a waste of a trip. I might try to buy it this weekend but I dunno. :blank: Ooo boy was I mad last night though. GRRRRRRRR. Mad at myself and Wal-Mart. STUPID WAL-MART. *shakes fist*

Ick, It’s a little too hot today – or atleast It is in the apartment. I have been listening to Chevelle a lot lately. You guys should REALLY check them out! I recommend the following songs: Well Enough Alone (their new video), The Clincher, Vitamin R and some older favs: The Red, Send the Pain Below.. great songs!! :thumbsup: Oh! Speaking of music, Saturday I picked up a new copy of Maroon 5 – Songs About Jane since my burned copy got lost!!!! I really love that CD! The new Maroon 5 song is.. interesting.

I’m slowly adding new things to the site so be on the lookout! Hehehe. Alright, It is (late) LUNCH TIME for meeee. Have a great afternoon! 😎

p.s. why not ask me some questions??? :grinny: :grinny: