Brad got up this morning and went for his 1st day on this new job. I really hope the day is going well for him so far. His last job was terrible as far as environment goes. People at his last job were very rude and often put their jobs off on Brad so he was left with extra work but of course they would get away with it. Hopefully this job will be better.

Atleast by a little bit.

Brad got a job today – he starts tomorrow. I’m happy for him but It’s not much more than we were getting with his unemployment so I’m just like asldkfjlsjfl;sd;lkf. Oh well, life is nothing but a struggle right?

Maybe something else will come up whenever.

Hah I’m getting so bad about not updating this thing!

Not much has been going on… It’s just been raining, raining, raining here. Today it’s actually really chilly outside! In the 50’s! That’s the coldest It’s been during the day since… last fall I guess! Ugh, I don’t want it to get really cold. I don’t like the cold. My bones hurt, my hands and feet stay cold CONSTANTLY.

Just mostly been playing Lord of the Rings Online! 😀 And I’ve been working on my Kinship (Guild) website and I think It looks pretty nifty. Besides playing – just been doing the usual. Doing a bit of exercise, watching my favorite tv shows and being on the computer lol.

I really do wish Brad and I could move somewhere new though and I’d like both of us to have decent paying jobs, that would be nice. A job that both of us atleast half-way like doing because Brad certainly does not like his job now.

Anyhow, *wave*

LOL. I was so tired this morning – Brad usually wakes me up at 5:15AM and I tell him goodbye when he leaves for work. I was so tired that I did not hear him at ALL. When I woke up, he had already left!

Well, Brad realized how good he has it where he works. Has great money and great hours, just a bit shitty surroundings and people’s attitudes most of the time so he doesn’t want to go for the call support job, lol. I would like to move to have a new place to go, just something new yenno? but *shrug* he said he’s still gonna try to get me a job up there where he works so I guess I’ll wait and wait for that.

The problem with this town is, nobody is EVER hiring in the main little stores. Freds, CVS, Dollar General, ETC. McDonalds is always hiring but.. hahah. Anyhow, just a short post. Gonna work on some more website stuffff then go get some more sleep!

Sorry I haven’t been updating, been busy with Lord of the Rings Online and I’m starting to get back into exercising on the treadmill, yay!!!

I want to rant about something but I’m afraid someone might read it so gonna call my Mom today and rant to her about it, LOL.

Oh and about the call support job – only thing is we would have to drive 30 miles to and from there from where we are sooo we’re gonna see about moving up to where the job is. Gosh, It’s gonna be crazy trying to move.. really don’t want to have to but hey, It’ll be a new change, new job and hopefully Brad and I can join a gym because I won’t have his Mom’s treadmill anymore If we move. We’ll just have to see what happens!

Hope you guys have a great rest of the weeeeek!

Thank you guys for the comments on my last post! Yeah, this whole TTC thing hasn’t been easy but I’m hoping and gonna keep on trying.

I think instead of doing online work I need to get myself out there. This is sad but I’ve never had an outside job. Brad does not like his job at all. We’re thinking about going for a Dell call support center job. Brad’s friends work there and Brad has always wanted to work there – only thing that stopped me is because I don’t like to talk on the phone. I figure though If I just go for it, maybe I’ll even adjust to liking to talk to people on the phone. If we both worked there we’d be making about as much as Brad does by himself so yeah. He wants to leave his job he has now so bad. I need to get Brad’s Grandma/Grandpa to take me to get my ID and while I’m there I’ll even pick up a driving booklet so I can get my permit so atleast I can practice driving safely haha. Once I get my ID, I’d like to get my own bank account.

I think I would be so much happier out working. I’d actually feel like making myself all pretty and I know we would make friends up there. Mostly all the people up there are young and we can wear ordinary clothes and I can keep my piercings!!!! And the job has lots of benefits, paid vacations, paid holidays. If Brad puts in a 2 week notice that should give me enough time to get things situated. I know we would both get the job because lots of Brad’s friends have worked there and we know one of the main guys.

Lastly, I think I need to get out there because I tell you, my social skills are nearing low numbers haha. Ever since High School ended, I haven’t had much contact with anyone. And I know having my own outside job would make me feel better to know I’m making a decent amount of money to help me and Brad, we’d be working together for it. Only thing is, we’d have to have similar hours since I don’t drive yet. I love staying at home but there is so much more out there and I don’t want to waste my life away! I want friends too. And I’m sure I can get atleast a handful of people up there to start playing Lord of the Rings Online since most of them are mad gamers mwahaha! :]

I need to focus on getting the job, eating as good as I can, get back to exercising 6/7 days of the week on the treadmill like I used to (that was the ONLY way I lost weight was to exercise a LOT, like 3 miles a day) then when all is said and done for the day Brad and I can come home to our games, lol.

Okie gotta go make our bed and wait for this Lord of the Rings Online server to download – they have an “extra” server for when the others are down (their down for maintenance until 3PM) and the server is at 72%! Once It’s down I get to go on there and preview the new player HOUSING that’s coming out at the end of this month, woot! Heh I’m such a LOTRO nerd :]

Brad wants to start an exercise routine! I told him I’ll definetly do it with him. So yesterday afternoon after he got off work, we went walking around for about 30 minutes! Was nice to get out and just walk. But he told me when we got back he didn’t wanna do it anymore LOL. I told him YES, we need to and It’ll make us both feel so much better to get some exercise. I was doing treadmill @ my MIL’s house but I stopped because they had fleas in their basement that were eating me up. =/ Reason Brad wants to start an exercise routine.. he said he’s thinking about joining the military. He’s asked me many, many times before in the past and I’ve always said NO NO NO NO. But! He said he would get a safer job, like military cook? Or medic? Or something. So that made me feel so much better. I don’t know If he’ll go through with it though.. one minute he says he wants to do this and that then the next It’s something totally different so who knows. I know the military would be GREAT for him.. help him GROW UP. We could see more of the world and the military would take care of us as far as money goes.

Brad has been begging me forever to get him a computer desk for his laptop… so the other day we took the table we got from his Moms that we had in our extra room and moved it into the living room and pushed it right up beside mine and he put the guinea pigs cage on the table too hehe so now he has a desk! And yenno I’m actually very happy with the way he’s been SO FAR. He’s kept his chair pushed under the table, leaves no cans or dirty dishes laying on it – which makes me EXTRAAAAAA happy. Coz when was using the coffee table after he would eat his lunch, he would leave ALL his dirty dishes on the coffee table. I just hope he continues to pick up and keep his desk cleaned off.

It’s raininggggg! We might even get a little storm! Then they say It’s supposed to start cooling down a little, YAY! Sometime this week the low might even be in the upper 50’s!!!!!!!!! WOOT. 😎

P.S. Nick Lachey is a sexy, beautiful, GORGEOUS man. Meowwww!
http://img2.timeinc.net/people/i/2006/features/magstories/060626/nick_lachey.jpg he looks sooooo good in blue! =)

Wow, It is supposed to be like 100+ degrees all week long! And Brad has to work in these conditions! He said yesterday that a guy had a heat stroke at his work! Speaking of, Brad is attempting to get me a job there! It would be EXCELLENT money for us but I would have to be out in the heat with Brad too. We’ll see what happens!

Sorry I haven’t updated in a while. Well, my Mom is moving to Georgia this weekend. I know I’m gonna be really sad when this weekend comes. I also look forward to seeing my Cousin and Aunt again. I’m also going to get to bring home a lot of items with us and Mom is letting us have her washer and dryer!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m stoked about that! I just don’t know what to think about her moving to GA and the fact that she isn’t gonna be 45 minutes away anymore. We can’t just take random trips to GA whenever we please. Brad only has 2 times of the year where he has vacation. *sigh*

Nothing else is really going on.. PMS is here and I’m running out of a positive thinking about trying for a baby. It’s been a year now since we started “trying” and It’ll be a year since I started taking the Metformin in November. I go back to the Doctor at the end of September so maybe she can figure something out then. I know this isn’t much of an entry but I’m gonna go eat my sausage biscuit now. *wave*

Gosh, I did so much yesterday that last night and this morning I have just been DEAD tired!!! :dead: :dead: :dead: Yesterday morning I did my dancing and stretching then took my nap, Brad woke me up when he was leaving after his lunch break – did my usual stuff then washed dishes, cleaned up the living room extra good then went around spraying the house with yummy smellin spray. Of course yesterday afternoon, I fast-walked my 2.4 miles on the treadmill then once we came back home yesterday evening, we had our own exercise time hahaha so needless to say I think I covered ALL the exercise catagories, ROFL. 😀 😀 😀

My legs and butt are very sore from all of the above haha. I did a tiny bit of stretching this morning but I was so sore that I took a longer nap this morning. I feel a lot better now. Don’t wanna wear my body out too much too fast. Walking on the treadmill is getting a lot easier than It used to be. I just hate to get all sweaty and hot! By the time I step off, I’m soaked. And my thick, long hair doesn’t help matters! I pull it back in a ponytail but my neck still gets extremely hot. I can’t put my hair up because it’s too long. If that makes sense, It won’t stay.

Well, my job hunt is on.. been trying to find out if any the nearby stores are hiring. I’m hoping to find something real soon but need something close I can walk to since right now I don’t have my license or a car and such. I could go work @ McDonalds.. it’s right across the street but I have always told myself that I would try to avoid that place at all costs.. DON’T want to work at a food place. Apparently they are pretty much always hiring. Would love to work at Fred’s Dollar Store or CVS – we live right behind Fred’s and CVS is beside Fred’s. Could also go for Movie Gallery but it’s across the street from Fred’s. Ah well, I’ll just have to wait and see what comes about.

ChaCha is slow today, ugh. Think I’m gonna go call Mom and see what she’s up to. She told me last time she talked to me that she would like to be moved before August 1st. *sigh* I don’t know how to even say goodbye to her. It was already BEYOND hard to say goodbye to her when I left for Nebraska but like I said before, I came back! She’s not, I’m sure of it. Yeah, Brad and I can come visit a few times a year but It’s not the same, yenno. Seems so strange to even think about it. :blank: :blink:

Weekends always fly by don’t they? This coming Sunday is mine and Brad’s 4 YEAR ANNIVERSARY (not wedding but him-asking-me-out anni) heheheh I CAN’T WAIT. We’re definetly gonna go do something!!! :love: :love: :love:

I was thinking about big life decisions. Brad and I were talking about college. I’ve thought about it and I could go back but.. I’ve just been out for so long. Thinking Algebra and Chemistry again? EW, UGH. And really, honestly I feel like I’m not a college person, yenno? Then again, I might think about taking online college like my hubbys cousin did. I dunno. I just have NO IDEA what I want to do. I tried to get “guidance” about it in High School but it led me nowhere. Also, I NEED to get a job. ChaCha makes me a tiny extra but I use it for my Lord of the Rings Online payment plus some money “put aside” but really, I don’t make anything to help us. I’m hoping to get a job at one of the places close by so I can walk there every day. Would be exercise and MONEY yay. I think I could handle college + job but Brad has told me many, many times that he absolutley couldn’t handle college + his job. Maybe If I tried to convince him to take the online course with me too? I doubt it. I was also telling Brad that If I did go back to college and had a job then It probably wouldn’t be the best time to have a baby. But I want a baby! I have that big baby urge going on! I started to get upset this weekend even thinking about not trying to have a baby. So my plan is hopefully this – get a job around here for now, put some cash aside for a few months then apply for Medicial Transcription “training / school” and then I can work from home! That way when we do have a baby, I can stay home and not have to worry about a babysitter. I feel that is the right thing for me to do. Now to just find a job…

How was your weekend? Friday night Brad went with his Stepdad to the gun and knife show. Brad wanted me to come along but I just didn’t think I’d find any thrill in going to look at a bunch of guns. Hahaha. I just stayed home, took a nap then got up and played LOTRO until he got home sometime after 10pm. Saturday hm. Brad’s cousin came back over to hang out and we went to Wal-Mart to go grocery shopping. Didn’t do much… slept in past 1pm Sunday lol. Spent ALL afternoon/evening CLEANING the whole apartment! I’m so proud lol and so sore hahah. Everything is really clean now EXCEPT for the living room. See, Brads cousin doesn’t like cleaning products so I didn’t clean the living room last night. I also moved our recliner and coffee table to different spots in the living room so Brad would have somewhere to put his drink when he sits on the couch INSTEAD OF SITTING THEM ON THE COUCH! Ugh. I swear. All I have to do today is clean the Iguana tank, give him a bath + feed him then clean the living room up and spray spray spray some good smellin stuff all around the apartment!

Gonna finish eatin my apples and fruit dip and I’m off to get things done! Have a great day!! :happy: :grinny: