Time change

Want to say THANK YOU to all those who said congrats about the baaaby! 😀 😀 😀

Remember to set your clocks back an hour… right about now! Ugh I don’t like this hour set back because It gets dark at around 5pm. Ooo and we also have some COLD weather coming in this upcoming mid-week. Probably will even get a bit of a frost.

HOLY cow. My prenatal vitamins.. our insurance doesn’t cover them and their like $42! SO once I get my OB doc, I’m gonna ask her If I could just take the store bought because woah. I read these vitamins are one of the top-class prenatals but she might have prescribed those to me for a reason, I dunno. Whatever is best for the baby!!!!!!!! 🙂

Today went pretty good. Slept in till about noon or so and when I got up Brad said that his Mom got us a few things from a yard sale (she LOVES them) and she picked up Brad a book, got me a pregnancy book and baby monitors that were pratically brand new. Pretty cool! After that someone got pulled over in front of our apartment, I think they were drunk. They didn’t get arrested though. Brad went and got us some cheeseburgers from Mcdonalds since we didn’t really have much to eat.

Decided to go see Brad’s Grandma (on his Dad’s side) to tell her we were expecting. Haven’t seen her since August! I don’t think when Brad said “Are you ready to be a Great Grandma” that it really sunk in at first, lol. She’s happy though! We sat and watched a lifetime movie with her, heh. Then decided to go down the road to visit Brad’s Aunt who we haven’t seen in a long while either. Told her as well! 🙂 Hung out over there for a bit then headed on back home. Talked to Mom on the phone while supper was cooking then ate and played LOTRO online for a bit, which was nice because I haven’t been playing on it a lot lately with all the baby excitement! Now here I am! Think I’m gonna get a snack pretty soon. I’ve already drank 2 glasses of water and have had to pee a few times, lol. 😆 Tomorrow we do lots of laundry anddd probably not much else! 😎

Haiii again

Hah I’m getting so bad about not updating this thing!

Not much has been going on… It’s just been raining, raining, raining here. Today it’s actually really chilly outside! In the 50’s! That’s the coldest It’s been during the day since… last fall I guess! Ugh, I don’t want it to get really cold. I don’t like the cold. My bones hurt, my hands and feet stay cold CONSTANTLY.

Just mostly been playing Lord of the Rings Online! 😀 And I’ve been working on my Kinship (Guild) website and I think It looks pretty nifty. Besides playing – just been doing the usual. Doing a bit of exercise, watching my favorite tv shows and being on the computer lol.

I really do wish Brad and I could move somewhere new though and I’d like both of us to have decent paying jobs, that would be nice. A job that both of us atleast half-way like doing because Brad certainly does not like his job now.

Anyhow, *wave*

Hiiii

Sorry I haven’t been updating, been busy with Lord of the Rings Online and I’m starting to get back into exercising on the treadmill, yay!!!

I want to rant about something but I’m afraid someone might read it so gonna call my Mom today and rant to her about it, LOL.

Oh and about the call support job – only thing is we would have to drive 30 miles to and from there from where we are sooo we’re gonna see about moving up to where the job is. Gosh, It’s gonna be crazy trying to move.. really don’t want to have to but hey, It’ll be a new change, new job and hopefully Brad and I can join a gym because I won’t have his Mom’s treadmill anymore If we move. We’ll just have to see what happens!

Hope you guys have a great rest of the weeeeek!

Thoughts

Thank you guys for the comments on my last post! Yeah, this whole TTC thing hasn’t been easy but I’m hoping and gonna keep on trying.

I think instead of doing online work I need to get myself out there. This is sad but I’ve never had an outside job. Brad does not like his job at all. We’re thinking about going for a Dell call support center job. Brad’s friends work there and Brad has always wanted to work there – only thing that stopped me is because I don’t like to talk on the phone. I figure though If I just go for it, maybe I’ll even adjust to liking to talk to people on the phone. If we both worked there we’d be making about as much as Brad does by himself so yeah. He wants to leave his job he has now so bad. I need to get Brad’s Grandma/Grandpa to take me to get my ID and while I’m there I’ll even pick up a driving booklet so I can get my permit so atleast I can practice driving safely haha. Once I get my ID, I’d like to get my own bank account.

I think I would be so much happier out working. I’d actually feel like making myself all pretty and I know we would make friends up there. Mostly all the people up there are young and we can wear ordinary clothes and I can keep my piercings!!!! And the job has lots of benefits, paid vacations, paid holidays. If Brad puts in a 2 week notice that should give me enough time to get things situated. I know we would both get the job because lots of Brad’s friends have worked there and we know one of the main guys.

Lastly, I think I need to get out there because I tell you, my social skills are nearing low numbers haha. Ever since High School ended, I haven’t had much contact with anyone. And I know having my own outside job would make me feel better to know I’m making a decent amount of money to help me and Brad, we’d be working together for it. Only thing is, we’d have to have similar hours since I don’t drive yet. I love staying at home but there is so much more out there and I don’t want to waste my life away! I want friends too. And I’m sure I can get atleast a handful of people up there to start playing Lord of the Rings Online since most of them are mad gamers mwahaha! :]

I need to focus on getting the job, eating as good as I can, get back to exercising 6/7 days of the week on the treadmill like I used to (that was the ONLY way I lost weight was to exercise a LOT, like 3 miles a day) then when all is said and done for the day Brad and I can come home to our games, lol.

Okie gotta go make our bed and wait for this Lord of the Rings Online server to download – they have an “extra” server for when the others are down (their down for maintenance until 3PM) and the server is at 72%! Once It’s down I get to go on there and preview the new player HOUSING that’s coming out at the end of this month, woot! Heh I’m such a LOTRO nerd :]

Yayz

I’m SO happy that Terry Fator won America’s Got Talent last night! Yay yay yay!!!! He has an amazing talent hehe and I laughed at Kermit and the CHICKENS hahaha!!! :teeth: I think Cas is a good singer but look at Terry’s talent! :grinny: Now tonight is the top 5 of Last Comic Standing! Hmmm. I’m thinking Lavelle is gonna win.

I just turned the air off because I am freezing! Oh, Brad’s Mom got this older man to come and mow their lawn so she got him to come over and cut ours today! He did an EXCELLENT job! Our lawn looks real nice now. Know what I really miss? Just being outside in general. I don’t spend hardly any time outside anymore and I’ve always been an outside gal. Going for walks, exploring woods and playing in creeks! That was me. Brad doesn’t like to go outside and I don’t really like to be by myself. Sometimes I just sit here, stare outside at the beautiful day and really miss being out there. Would love to have a nature-type job.

Hmm, I hope we actually do something exciting this weekend. Usually Brad’s cousin comes over, they play Diablo on their laptops and I play Lord of the Rings Online and.. yeah. I’d like to actually go out and do something! Hopefully we will. I love to sit home and game but It’s also nice to go out sometimes! :thumbsup: Well, off to do a few things, have a great day! 🙂

v11

sooo new layout! so far i like it. i think haha.

course it’s under MAJOR CONSTRUCTION. still have a lot do but i’m a bit buzzed and am now exhausted. both brad and his cousin are OUT right now. brad in his recliner with his laptop in his lap with his hand still on his mouse LMAO and his cousin sitting up on the couch, rofl. ill add more to this later todaay, gonna drag my hubby to bed! :loopy:

edit @ 10:04PM: thank you for the comments! :] still working majorly on the layout but gonna quit for tonight, surf the web a bit then play some LORD OF THE RINGS ONLINE!! have a great niiiight!!! 😎

Sigh

Sorry I haven’t been updating here at all.. just haven’t. I never really have that much to say anyhow.

Saturday, me, Brad and his cousin helped my aunt, my cousin, my aunts friend and my mom load up the moving truck. Mom is now in Georgia ATM. It’s never going to the same anymore.. I just feel hopeless about life. Hopefully things will pick up and I can get modivated to get my life really going! *sigh* Oh well. I need friends. Speaking of.. my (used to be) bestest friend in the whole wide world stopped by with her 2 kids Saturday since Mom was MOVING. YEAH, that’s the only time friends stop by is when your MOVING or someone DIED. We exchanged cell phone numbers.. we’ll see how that goes. I highly doubt it’ll go anywhere since we tried that like 2 years ago, had 1-2 phone calls and that was it. OH WELL.

Mom is my best friend.. atleast when she was living 45 min away I could go sit and talk with her every now and then. I love doing that. Now I’ll only get to see her 1-2 times a YEAR. =( Brad is my best friend too but I need a girl to hang out with, talk to, do things with. Maybe one day. Gonna go finish my dinner now then play Lord of the Rings Online. I’m ready for FALL weather.. It’s been too damn hot here. OH before I go, Mom gave me and Brad her washer and dryer!!! It’s awesome =) My (used to be) bestest friend and Brad’s aunt both asked us this weekend when we were gonna have babies… HAHA GOOD QUESTION! I’m about to throw the towel in and say It’ll happen when It’s meant to happen. I hate taking my temp, watching my chart and only to hope hope hope hope hope then have my period show and be completely and utterly devestated. I’m really thinking I’m gonna not take my temp this month, just go with the flow. Whatever. I go back to the doctor at the end of September so yeah. K, i’m out.

Thx

Thank you guys for the comments! As far as the kidney infection goes, I don’t know If I had one or was on the verge of getting one but I spent 2 days drinking nothing but water and I seem to be fine now so I guess that’s what I needed, hehe.

Brad and I had a fall out last week and It kindof put us in an iffy spot with one another but we finally made it through back to our old selves again. Every couple is gonna have things to try to work out and work through and this just happened to be our time.

Gah, I can’t believe I’m up this early!!!! Brad woke me up this morning around 5:30AM so I could take my temp (for TTC purposes) and I think I went back to sleep for just a little while then woke up at 6AM and couldn’t go back to sleep so here I am still. It’s now 7:30AM and I am STARVING – so much that I feel sick so I think I’m gonna go eat a sausage biscuit here in a minute.

Mom left for Georgia on Friday. She’s got an appointment with Section 8 Monday to get all the things settled so she can move there. She’s gonna stay all week then come back Saturday? I think? She told me and Brad to come over when they get back and they might be going ahead and moving then? I dunno. I just know I don’t know how I’m going to handle it. *sigh*

Yesterday was very interesting. Brad and I got up around noon? Sat around – hadn’t even got dressed and his friend Alex called and wanted us to come along with him and his girlfriend to a LAN party hosted by a bunch of people that they both work with. I didn’t really wanna go… but I told myself, hey, It’s a way out of the house and to spend some time with other people so we got dressed, loaded up and met them. We left Brad’s truck at a gas station then loaded up into Alex’s girlfriends car. Umm, well It was a very disorganized LAN party, lol. Everybody was playing different games instead of all playing the same game at once. I got to play Need For Speed: Carbon! Pretty awesome game! :grinny: Alex and Brad went and bought us Taco Bell for dinner, YUM! We stayed until about 8:30PM then decided we’d go. Wound up in Wal-Mart for quite some time, looking for various items then just wandering. Eventually, drove back to Brad’s truck and It was storming at the time – told them goodbye then headed on home ourselves. We got home about 10:30PM and our Internet was out. It kept going in and out. We had some pretty good lightning and thunder + rain. Kept hoping the Internet would come back so I could play some Lord of the Rings Online but It never did, ugh. Brad sat and read his book while I fiddled with my desktop and listened to music. Finally, after 2AM we headed to sleep.

Now here it is Sunday! We need to go grocery shopping and I need to wash my hair! Then tonight is an all new episode of THE 4400 and THE DEADZONE, squeeeee!!! The Deadzone looked like it was gonna be AWESOME so I can’t wait!!!!! :happy: Alright, you guys have a great day! :grinny:

4 yrs

HAPPY 4 YEAR ANNIVERSARY to me and braaad!!!! :love: :love: :love:

Quite a crazy weekend.. Brad didn’t get to cash his work check Friday so we’ve been without money since then but Brad’s cousin James treated us to go to Transformers this evening! What an AWESOME MOVIE! I love Shia LaBeouf! It was visually amazing. I didn’t watch Transformers as a kid but wow, I was amazed. SO tomorrow afternoon we’ve got to go do our normal grocery shopping since we didn’t get to this weekend. After the movie we dropped James back off near his house then headed on over to Brad’s Moms house where I watched the last half of The 4400 and ate some spaghetti over there then watched The Deadzone!!!

Now I’m home.. thinking I’m just gonna surf the web tonight but I might play a little of Lord of the Rings Online, not sure yet. Depends on If the Internet is active tonight or not. Speaking of our anniversary.. 4 years! Can’t believe it. Brad was telling me this weekend that he can’t believe It’s been that long. He said he was thinking 3 years and I’m like nope, 4! :happy: It’s amazing to say that we’ve been together for that long. Can’t wait for 5 yrs! 10 yrs! 50 YEARS! Hehehe.

Back to Monday? Wow. And nearing the end of July. Makes me sad because that means summer is getting closer to ending and I don’t want it to! I don’t mind fall but I don’t like winter!!!

And gone

Weekends always fly by don’t they? This coming Sunday is mine and Brad’s 4 YEAR ANNIVERSARY (not wedding but him-asking-me-out anni) heheheh I CAN’T WAIT. We’re definetly gonna go do something!!! :love: :love: :love:

I was thinking about big life decisions. Brad and I were talking about college. I’ve thought about it and I could go back but.. I’ve just been out for so long. Thinking Algebra and Chemistry again? EW, UGH. And really, honestly I feel like I’m not a college person, yenno? Then again, I might think about taking online college like my hubbys cousin did. I dunno. I just have NO IDEA what I want to do. I tried to get “guidance” about it in High School but it led me nowhere. Also, I NEED to get a job. ChaCha makes me a tiny extra but I use it for my Lord of the Rings Online payment plus some money “put aside” but really, I don’t make anything to help us. I’m hoping to get a job at one of the places close by so I can walk there every day. Would be exercise and MONEY yay. I think I could handle college + job but Brad has told me many, many times that he absolutley couldn’t handle college + his job. Maybe If I tried to convince him to take the online course with me too? I doubt it. I was also telling Brad that If I did go back to college and had a job then It probably wouldn’t be the best time to have a baby. But I want a baby! I have that big baby urge going on! I started to get upset this weekend even thinking about not trying to have a baby. So my plan is hopefully this – get a job around here for now, put some cash aside for a few months then apply for Medicial Transcription “training / school” and then I can work from home! That way when we do have a baby, I can stay home and not have to worry about a babysitter. I feel that is the right thing for me to do. Now to just find a job…

How was your weekend? Friday night Brad went with his Stepdad to the gun and knife show. Brad wanted me to come along but I just didn’t think I’d find any thrill in going to look at a bunch of guns. Hahaha. I just stayed home, took a nap then got up and played LOTRO until he got home sometime after 10pm. Saturday hm. Brad’s cousin came back over to hang out and we went to Wal-Mart to go grocery shopping. Didn’t do much… slept in past 1pm Sunday lol. Spent ALL afternoon/evening CLEANING the whole apartment! I’m so proud lol and so sore hahah. Everything is really clean now EXCEPT for the living room. See, Brads cousin doesn’t like cleaning products so I didn’t clean the living room last night. I also moved our recliner and coffee table to different spots in the living room so Brad would have somewhere to put his drink when he sits on the couch INSTEAD OF SITTING THEM ON THE COUCH! Ugh. I swear. All I have to do today is clean the Iguana tank, give him a bath + feed him then clean the living room up and spray spray spray some good smellin stuff all around the apartment!

Gonna finish eatin my apples and fruit dip and I’m off to get things done! Have a great day!! :happy: :grinny: