Time change

Want to say THANK YOU to all those who said congrats about the baaaby! 😀 😀 😀

Remember to set your clocks back an hour… right about now! Ugh I don’t like this hour set back because It gets dark at around 5pm. Ooo and we also have some COLD weather coming in this upcoming mid-week. Probably will even get a bit of a frost.

HOLY cow. My prenatal vitamins.. our insurance doesn’t cover them and their like $42! SO once I get my OB doc, I’m gonna ask her If I could just take the store bought because woah. I read these vitamins are one of the top-class prenatals but she might have prescribed those to me for a reason, I dunno. Whatever is best for the baby!!!!!!!! 🙂

Today went pretty good. Slept in till about noon or so and when I got up Brad said that his Mom got us a few things from a yard sale (she LOVES them) and she picked up Brad a book, got me a pregnancy book and baby monitors that were pratically brand new. Pretty cool! After that someone got pulled over in front of our apartment, I think they were drunk. They didn’t get arrested though. Brad went and got us some cheeseburgers from Mcdonalds since we didn’t really have much to eat.

Decided to go see Brad’s Grandma (on his Dad’s side) to tell her we were expecting. Haven’t seen her since August! I don’t think when Brad said “Are you ready to be a Great Grandma” that it really sunk in at first, lol. She’s happy though! We sat and watched a lifetime movie with her, heh. Then decided to go down the road to visit Brad’s Aunt who we haven’t seen in a long while either. Told her as well! 🙂 Hung out over there for a bit then headed on back home. Talked to Mom on the phone while supper was cooking then ate and played LOTRO online for a bit, which was nice because I haven’t been playing on it a lot lately with all the baby excitement! Now here I am! Think I’m gonna get a snack pretty soon. I’ve already drank 2 glasses of water and have had to pee a few times, lol. 😆 Tomorrow we do lots of laundry anddd probably not much else! 😎

Thanks!

I want to thank you all for the congrats! For you visitors who say you’ve been lurking for a long time, please feel free to leave comments, speak up!!! 😀 I would love to hear from you! It would make my day If you would! 🙂

As soon as Brad gets off work today, we’re gonna head out to Wal-Mart. Think we’re gonna go ahead and do our grocery shopping tonight since I need to get my prenatal vitamins!!! Heheee! I’m also gonna get my eyebrows waxed at the barber shop… man do they need it BIG TIME LOL! 😆 I have let them get out of hand! Sheesh!

As you can see on my site, I’ve got a few Pay Per Post things up! Yes I know some people don’t like the extra posts but It’s something I want to do and I’ll try to post a normal entry after I’ve posted the PPP ones.

So what are you guys doing this weekend? I have no idea what we’re gonna do after today. Hope everyone has a great weekend! And I added my pregnancy page! 😀

:(

This whole trying to conceive thing is so draining. Espically when I HOPE HOPE HOPE for it to happen and then each time It doesn’t. It’s now been over a year. Coming up close to being a year since I started my medicine. I go back to the Doctor October 30th so maybe she can figure something else out. I dunno.. sometimes I just want to throw the towel in and say forget it but then again I try to hang on to hope.

In other bad news, yesterday I got a message on Myspace from a girl I know from High School asking If I had heard about my best friend Krista’s daughter. I told her no? Last time I saw Krista and her son + daughter was when Mom moved away in August. Apparently, Anna (her daughter) was taking a nap, vomited and choked to death.. 🙁 I feel so heavy hearted for her. Anna was a beauuuuutiful little baby. Had the cutest little face. Gosh and Krista was big time crazy about her kids so I can’t even imagine how she is feeling right now. I want to call her but I am no good with words when It comes to situations like these. I might attempt even just to show her I care and that I’m there for her even though I just won’t know what to say. I was talking to Mom about it and Mom lost a son – Jimmy when he was only 19 hours old and she said that there isn’t a day that goes by that she doesn’t think of him.

I just hope Krista can make it through okay.

Yawwn

Everyone have a good Labor Day?

Friday evening we needed to go to Wal-Mart to buy my medicine so we went ahead and went grocery shopping then instead of waiting until Saturday. Also feel even more sure that Brad’s Dad is LIEING about having our air conditioner. GRRRRRRR.

Saturday we were lounging around pretty late, lol. Didn’t get ready and leave for the mall until like 4-5pm. Looked around at some stores. Then I went and finally got my eyebrows done! A new young woman was there and she did them, she did an ok job. Thankfully they didn’t have but 1 person in the store so I got to go back really quickly compared to the time I usually have to wait. Afterwards, more looking then we left and went to Brad’s FAVORITE place, Books-A-Million. I don’t like it because I don’t like books. Brad knew what he wanted and he found it but It was too expensive. =( Then! I found the official game guide for Lord of the Rings Online :grinny: so I bought that! Hehehe. Leaving there we headed to Taco Bell! Went in and ate then last stop was Wal-Mart where the guys picked up alcohol. Came back home and.. yeah, nothing much the rest of the weekend except gaming, laundry and sleeping. Fun stuff!

Glad It’ll be a 4 day week though! Hope you guys had a great Labor Day + weekend!!!! 😎

Sigh

Sorry I haven’t been updating here at all.. just haven’t. I never really have that much to say anyhow.

Saturday, me, Brad and his cousin helped my aunt, my cousin, my aunts friend and my mom load up the moving truck. Mom is now in Georgia ATM. It’s never going to the same anymore.. I just feel hopeless about life. Hopefully things will pick up and I can get modivated to get my life really going! *sigh* Oh well. I need friends. Speaking of.. my (used to be) bestest friend in the whole wide world stopped by with her 2 kids Saturday since Mom was MOVING. YEAH, that’s the only time friends stop by is when your MOVING or someone DIED. We exchanged cell phone numbers.. we’ll see how that goes. I highly doubt it’ll go anywhere since we tried that like 2 years ago, had 1-2 phone calls and that was it. OH WELL.

Mom is my best friend.. atleast when she was living 45 min away I could go sit and talk with her every now and then. I love doing that. Now I’ll only get to see her 1-2 times a YEAR. =( Brad is my best friend too but I need a girl to hang out with, talk to, do things with. Maybe one day. Gonna go finish my dinner now then play Lord of the Rings Online. I’m ready for FALL weather.. It’s been too damn hot here. OH before I go, Mom gave me and Brad her washer and dryer!!! It’s awesome =) My (used to be) bestest friend and Brad’s aunt both asked us this weekend when we were gonna have babies… HAHA GOOD QUESTION! I’m about to throw the towel in and say It’ll happen when It’s meant to happen. I hate taking my temp, watching my chart and only to hope hope hope hope hope then have my period show and be completely and utterly devestated. I’m really thinking I’m gonna not take my temp this month, just go with the flow. Whatever. I go back to the doctor at the end of September so yeah. K, i’m out.

Scorching

Wow, It is supposed to be like 100+ degrees all week long! And Brad has to work in these conditions! He said yesterday that a guy had a heat stroke at his work! Speaking of, Brad is attempting to get me a job there! It would be EXCELLENT money for us but I would have to be out in the heat with Brad too. We’ll see what happens!

Sorry I haven’t updated in a while. Well, my Mom is moving to Georgia this weekend. I know I’m gonna be really sad when this weekend comes. I also look forward to seeing my Cousin and Aunt again. I’m also going to get to bring home a lot of items with us and Mom is letting us have her washer and dryer!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m stoked about that! I just don’t know what to think about her moving to GA and the fact that she isn’t gonna be 45 minutes away anymore. We can’t just take random trips to GA whenever we please. Brad only has 2 times of the year where he has vacation. *sigh*

Nothing else is really going on.. PMS is here and I’m running out of a positive thinking about trying for a baby. It’s been a year now since we started “trying” and It’ll be a year since I started taking the Metformin in November. I go back to the Doctor at the end of September so maybe she can figure something out then. I know this isn’t much of an entry but I’m gonna go eat my sausage biscuit now. *wave*

June!

Hello June! :grinny: Sure does FEEL like it outside as far as the weather goes! Hot hot!!! Just about 90 out there right now and cloudy – we might get a SLIGHT shower. Slight.

Thank you all for the comments on my last entry! Well, since Brad was off Monday this week seemed to go by a bit faster and now here it is Friday!! WOO! I’ve finished the cleaning for Friday so now I can play lots of Lord of the Rings Online!!!!! I’m almost level 35 and when I reach that I can get a horsie!!!! Can’t wait then I can travel a LOT faster all around! Hehehe. I love that game, lol. It’s so much fun and you get to interact with so many different people! Each map I go to I meet a whole new set of people and then some I already know and get to hang out with more 🙂 It’s awesome!

Don’t really have much news from this week.. can’t say much happened lol. Brad’s cousin James has been staying with us off and on these last few days because his girlfriend broke up with him and he’s having a hard time right now so It’s nice to have some company over!!!!! Hehehe.

What are you guys doing this weekend? We need to go see my Mom again sometime soon – haven’t been to her house in a while. Man I want to go swimming!!!! Speaking of swimming and my ear.. I’m all done with my antibiotic so now I just have to keep my ear as dry as possible so It doesn’t happen again so maybe in like 2 weeks or so we can see about going swimming coz I really want to!!!

Umm well this post was pretty boring lol. I’m gonna go log into Lord of the Rings Online now! Have a great Friday night!!!!!!!!! :thumbsup:

MD weekend

Hey everyone! Sorry I haven’t updated sooner but I just really haven’t wanted to. How was your Memorial Day weekend? What did you do???

I thought we weren’t really gonna have any plans but! Brad’s friend Kenny invited us over for a BBQ and was inviting a few other of Brad’s High School friends yay!!!! Got up early Saturday and the BBQ was at noon so we arrived right around then. Brad’s friends Kenny, Chase, Bubba and his wife + their 3 week old baby!!! BTW, the baby was so tiny and precious!!! He has a feeding tube right now since his tummy is too small as far as holding milk goes. Ate some yummy hot dogs, hamburgers, sausage! Then Brad and I got to play Kenny’s Wii!!! I was kindof nervous at first haha but we played the sports HAHA I LOVE the Wii bowling and tennis! Me and Brad had a blast with it LOL. Then a little while longer Brad got to play Wario! CRAZY, awesome game! :grinny: We didn’t stay too long after that – told everyone bye and headed off. Decided to put off grocery shopping until Sunday since we both just wanted to go home and relax.

Everything was going great until Brad told me he wanted to take a whole box of allergy pills to get high. I told him not to do it. He got pissy, threw the box and said fuck it. Oooh boy was I mad at him. WTF?!?!?! I told him I CARE ABOUT HIM AND HIS HEALTH! He was still huffy. He eventually admitted that he was being stupid. Well, YEAH. *sigh* He KNOWS how I feel about drugs/pill poppers. Saturday when we saw Brads friends wifes baby, Brad was saying how much he wanted a baby soo bad but he wants to pull crap like that????????? UGH.

Sunday we went grocery shopping and had a pretty good day. He told me that he knows I was just trying to protect him (as far as the pills go) and that he would have done the same thing if it were me. I would surely hope so!!! And then yesterday he didn’t have work and we didn’t do much.. then yesterday evening we went and ate at his Moms like usual then Brad’s friends Alex and his g/f Amanda wanted to come hang out so they came about 7:30ish and didn’t leave until 11pm lol. It was awesome having them over though!!! 😀

While taking my nap today I had an interesting dream. I can’t remember most of the dream, I just remember I was pregnant with a big belly and I felt the baby kick!! And told Brad to FEEL!! Got him to feel too and we were both so excited, I was crying! Gosh, It seemed so real. I WANT THAT BELLY!!!!!!!! – on a different note, sometime this weekend my little gerbil passed away. R.I.P Bruno..

OH and Ranee – I’ve been taking Metformin for over 6 months now and yeah, It does cause havoc with my stomach most of the time but I strive through it. If it’ll help my hormones and achieving pregnancy then I’m gonna hang on for all it’s worth!!!

Infection

Got up this morning and my ear was killing me… I was feeling better the last 2 days and thought about just hanging in there and not going to the doctor’s, well this morning changed my mind. SO 10AM this morning, Brads Mom took me to the clinic.

Come to find out I have a lot of fluid in my ears and it’s run down into the glands in my neck so the Doc gave me some antibotics to take for 10 days so hopefully it’ll clear up soon enough. Ugh.. my ear hurts right now.

Shew and our land lord is here – been here for 2 weeks. He doesn’t live here but comes to stay in the other apartment (we live in a duplex) and he came over today to tell me about the guys who were working outside were getting rid of the termites. He talked to me for a bit then he wanted me to meet his wife. Went over there and boy is she a talker!!! I just now got back and I guess she talked for 2 hours? Wowie. I’m so hungry and I have a heache..

What a day, lol. Also, Brad was installing something on his laptop and wound up screwing up his computer so once he gets home – which should be soon, his cousin is coming over to see what we can all do to fix the puter. Hopefully we can figure it all out without having to wipe his laptop clean and reinstall the whole system. Well I’m starved so I’m off!!

Have a great Monday!!!! :grinny:

Layout?

Hm, well this layout is one I made a long time ago and decided to finally use it since I never have! What do you guys think? Bringing back a bit of old style taste. I actually really like it! And what’s not to like about Incubus and BRANDON BOYD! :love: :love: :love:

Well to update on a few things: Brad traded in our van for a 2001 blue Dodge Ram 1500 quad magnum! It’s very very spacious, HUGE and an overall nice truck! He’s just happy to have a truck again hehe. 😎 Um but a NOT so cool thing happened this last Friday… he went to get us food from McDonalds and buy me sunflower seeds from the gas station place and when he came out, his tire was flat! Apparently SOMEONE SLASHED HIS TIRE! Brads Stepdad helped him and the next day they got a new tire. Evil people.. evil evil evil. He filed a police report and I hope they catch whoever did it. Ugh. Brad was furiously upset!

Doc’s appointment: A week from my doc’s appointment I missed the call for the blood results so I called back the next day and the woman said the doc said my hormone levels HAVE IMPROVED and she’s not gonna change the dosage on my meds and to come back in 6 months! WOOO I’m so excited that my medicine is INDEED working… now maybe my chances of concieving are a little better, maybe. :grinny: Speaking of hormones and all, I have been breaking out in pimples like CRAZY lately! I haven’t had this many pimples since High School! It’s insane. I found one on my nose today so I looked like rudolph for a bit. Hahah.

Website: I’ll try to redo the link colors and other colors + update my pages and all that jazz. Hopefully LOL. Sometimes I feel like I’m modivated enough to update things then I get to it and say forget it so we’ll see. I might make the front one point bigger, I dunno yet. I’d like to spruce up the site a little more but again, we’ll see we’ll seeeeee!!! :thumbsup:

Weekend: Well the town where my Mom lives is having their annual Railroad Festival this weekend. Brad and I have went every year since we’ve been together so we might go this year, not sure yet though. It’s supposed to realllly storm bad here Friday night into Saturday so I guess It depends but I’d like to see my Mommmmy!!! :tongue:

Online Job: I’m still working for the online search engine ChaCha but boy have I been slacking lately. :dead: I’ll get up in the morning and get ready to work only to sit there for like 30 minutes.. most of the time nothing happens or I get annoying or stupid searches and wind up saying forget it and closing out. I need more work willpower LOL. Brad said that we’ll use my ChaCha money as saving then when the year is over we’ll get to BUY stuff, yay!

Exercise: Well, I was doing pretty good with my exercise. Was doing like 3 miles a day back in February? Then I’ll get in a funk where I want to do nothing and slack in my exercise and “strict” eating. Right now I’m in major slack mode with the exercise too. Last week I only did a mile a day but I guess It’s better than nothing. Need to push myself to do atleast 2.5 or 3 miles to really get myself back into a good exercise schedule. Oh and my weight? *sigh* I’ve been stuck between gaining and losing the same 5 or so pounds and that sucks big time. Up and down. I hate that I have to fight so much to lose even a little weight. It’s so hard. But atleast I’m doing something instead of nothing!!! Just gotta keep modivated to keep going and pick myself back up into a regular routine.

Brad: Brad’s work has been really tough on him these last few months. I feel so bad sometimes coz I stay at home and he has to work a realllly rough tough job where he gets pushed around by older guys. He comes home almost every day either exhausted, pissed off or both. Sometimes he does have good days but for a while there It was all not good days. And our relationship is still the best! :love: I love him more than anything. I always try to cheer him up after work and talk him through the hard times. I love my sweetie.

Well this is the longest blog I’ve written on here in a long while! LOL. Enjoy it! It’s nearing my bed time (1AM lol) so I’m gonna wrap this up and get ready for SLEEP! Have a great Thursday!!!!!!! :grinny: :happy: 😉