Farewell

After 3 years of having my eyebrow pierced, I took out the eyebrow ring for good Saturday. It just didn’t really interest me anymore. Plus I kept losing pieces on the jewelery haha. I’d loose the top or bottom screw so for a long time now I’ve only had the top screw and I dunno, again, just didn’t have any interest in it anymore. However, I am still SO attacted to my lip piercing hahah. :grinny: I really love it. I think the hole is already closed up. *waves goodbye to eyebrow piercing*

Nothing exciting going on. . . sometimes I feel like such a rock, lol. I just want something new and exciting to happen. Maybe something will eventually. Well, gotta get up here in a minute, go feed + water the animals – the iguana needs a bath and his tank cleaned then I need a shower and hair washed myself. Hope you all have a good day! 😎

Thurzday

I think Brad and I are gonna go to the mall this weekend! :grinny: If we do I’ll go and get my eyebrows done because boy do they need it!!! I remember when Brad first got his truck that he had his wreck in – we would go to the mall almost EVERY weekend. Now? We only got MAYBE once a month, MAYBE. He’s not too keen on driving long distances hardly ever. I hope he can shake that and we can go back to the way It was. I liked going out like that every weekend instead of just going to the grocery store every weekend.

So tonight we’re gonna babysit Brad’s 3 younger sisters while Brad’s Mom & Stepdad go to some celebration for Brad’s Stepdad. I cannot believe Saturday will be the 1st of September! Before you know it, the holidays will be coming up and whenever those come around, It always goes by fast. Then comes New Years and 2008?!?!? 2008. Wow. I remember everyone talking about the big scare about going into 2000. Almost 8 years have went by.. just seems impossible!

One thing I love about my Mom.. she is the person I call whenever something is pissing me off or someone. In fact I think as soon as I get a few things done, think I’m gonna call her and rant about this and that :grinny: :grinny: :grinny: I love my Mom. Have a great day!!!!

Cooling down

WOOOOOOOOOO. Our weather has been FAR too hot lately but we are finally starting to cool off a tiny! We might even get some rain sometime this week! It’s been like 110 or so some days lately so It is NICE to look @ the temp right now and say It’s 80!!!!! Yenno I LOVE summer but not when It’s THAT hot! Now I can’t wait for fall.. and around 70-75 degree weather so I can open my windows and let some fresh air in. I LOVED doing that last year – keeping my windows up during the day. Was really lovely.

Of course this weekend is Labor Day weekend! And Brad is off work Monday! He is of course excited about that! Maybe we’ll do something to celebrate Labor Day, that would be cool.

Not much of a post today… don’t have too much going on. Sitting here finishing my cereal then I need to go wash my hair! I miss Mom. (she moved away) It would just be nice to go over to her place and talk to her but I can’t. 🙁
Thanks for your comments on my last entry. I don’t think I should make an effort If they won’t or don’t.

Friends?

Interesting weekend.. Friday evening Brad wanted to go hang out with some people we know and I didn’t want to, really. The girl, Megan, used to be my best friend in High School. She’s now married. Anyhow, they NEVER want to come see us. They were living 2 HOURS away from us and we actually took a trip out to spend the night with them last year. We asked again and again for them to come see us. They kept asking us to come back. I JUST DON’T CONSIDER THAT FRIENDSHIP. Isn’t it a 2 way street on both parts? COME ON NOW. Well now they live close to the town where my Mom was living – which is about an hour away from our house. I tried to convince Brad that THEY WON’T come see us. I KNOW THEY WON’T. He’s like, “Maybe they will now that we live in the apartment” HAHAH. We were living in the apartment last year and they still didn’t come see us. GRRRRRRRRRRRRR. I just want some friends who want to come HANG OUT WITH ME TOO YENNO. It just pisses me off 10000000%. We wound up going though. *sigh* I didn’t say anything, really. Just sat and watched the guys play video games. Finally got my Buffy Season 3 DVD set back after… almost 2 years I think since Megan borrowed it? Am I being too harsh? I don’t think I am. I THINK FRIENDS SHOULD VISIT EACH OTHER, not just ONE!!!! Whatever. I don’t have friends anymore, everyone is doing their own thing. People don’t call, people don’t visit. @#$@#$@#$!!! And the ones that have the Internet don’t even stay in contact ONLINE besides the ONCE IN A MONTH “hey”! :pissed:

*sigh* Atleast I have Brad. I won’t be going back to their house. If Brad wants to go, bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I won’t do it. I’m too stubborn and think that that’s how FRIENDSHIP is supposed to be. So we left their house a little after 9pm since we were starving (hadn’t eaten dinner) so we went to the new KFC/Taco Bell there in that town. Got our usual Taco Bell order – burritos + cinnamon twists THEN also got a large KFC mashed potato + gravy. OMG so good. I looove their mashed potatoes. We ate then went to Sonic and Brad got me a cookie dough blast!!! :grinny: Headed back home and I think Brad kept dozing off.. he said he didn’t but It looked like it to me, he said his eyes were just getting “blurry” (he had his glasses on instead of his contacts) but he kept almost going off the road and was scaring the shit out of me. That’s one reason I can’t wait to get to driving is so I can drive us places at night coz most of the time Brad dozes off. He’s done it many many times before. Scary as crap!!! We made it back home then Brad’s cousin came over that night and stayed the weekend with us. Went grocery shopping Saturday and the rest of the weekend was spent playing games, doing laundry and sitting around haha. Went over to Brad’s Moms last night & ate supper + watched The 4400 and The Deadzone.

Christine: sweet tea is just regular tea with sugar :grinny: I CANNOT for the life of me drink just PLAIN tea. EWWWWW. I think it’s really gross haha.

Janet: No, getting my eyebrow pierced did not hurt =) But I’m high tolerant on pain so yeah lol.

Oh and thanks for the comments everyone!!!! :] Have a great Monday!

Maroon 5

Anyone like the band Maroon 5? I really, really, really love their CD Songs About Jane and have been wanting their new CD It Won’t Be Soon Before Long so I got it this weekend! Still “adjusting” to the CD and so far I like 2-3 songs. Here a few lyric lines from the songs that I really like on the new CD! Check it out..

i still don’t have a reason and you don’t have the time and it really makes me wonder if i ever gave a fuck about you – makes me wonder

if you needed love well then ask for love, could have given love now i’m taking love now it’s not my fault cause you both deserve what is coming now so don’t say a word – wake up call caught you in morning with another one in my bed, don’t you care about me anymore? don’t you care about me? i don’t think so. six foot tall came without a warning so i had to shoot him dead, he won’t come around here anymore, come around here anymore i don’t think so – wake up call

every night you cry yourself to sleep thinking why does this happen to me why does every moment have to be so hard – hard to believe that it’s not over tonight just give me one more chance to make it right, i may not make it through the night, i won’t go home without you – won’t go home without you

As far as our air conditioner? still no idea. :yell: brad’s mom did go out and buy us a new fan, which was very nice of her so set that up last night and was glad to have some air in the bedroom! Our other fan started making weird noises Sunday and was getting extremely hot sooo yeah.

PISSED

OMG, WTF.

Brad, me and his cousin went to the trailor a few weeks ago (where we used to live) to get some more of our things that we left over there and we mainly went for our AIR CONDITIONER. We get there and whaddya know, the air conditioner is GONE. No where to be found. The only people that have a key to that place is Brad and his Dad. If his Dad wanted to use it, he could have called us up and asked. Who else could have gotten it?!?! GRRRR. So, today our fan in the bedroom pretty much died and there is NO WAY I can go to sleep back there without fan/air. Brad calls his Mom and asks her to call people and ask about our air conditioner (brad’s family) and well, Brad’s Mom called Brad’s Stepmom and eventually she asked Brad’s Dad about it and he said he has no clue.

W.T.F?!!!!!! Ooo that pisses me off. :yell: :yell: :yell: How damn lousy is that?! I know he’s lieing. I want our damn air conditioner back! Brad and I even thought he might have got it and sold it on Ebay! Who knows. I think Brad’s Mom was gonna see about getting us a new one BUT I DON’T WANT A NEW ONE. I want to know WHAT THE HELL happened to my damn air conditioner and If they have it, I WANT IT BACK!!!!!!! :yell:

And gone

Weekends always fly by don’t they? This coming Sunday is mine and Brad’s 4 YEAR ANNIVERSARY (not wedding but him-asking-me-out anni) heheheh I CAN’T WAIT. We’re definetly gonna go do something!!! :love: :love: :love:

I was thinking about big life decisions. Brad and I were talking about college. I’ve thought about it and I could go back but.. I’ve just been out for so long. Thinking Algebra and Chemistry again? EW, UGH. And really, honestly I feel like I’m not a college person, yenno? Then again, I might think about taking online college like my hubbys cousin did. I dunno. I just have NO IDEA what I want to do. I tried to get “guidance” about it in High School but it led me nowhere. Also, I NEED to get a job. ChaCha makes me a tiny extra but I use it for my Lord of the Rings Online payment plus some money “put aside” but really, I don’t make anything to help us. I’m hoping to get a job at one of the places close by so I can walk there every day. Would be exercise and MONEY yay. I think I could handle college + job but Brad has told me many, many times that he absolutley couldn’t handle college + his job. Maybe If I tried to convince him to take the online course with me too? I doubt it. I was also telling Brad that If I did go back to college and had a job then It probably wouldn’t be the best time to have a baby. But I want a baby! I have that big baby urge going on! I started to get upset this weekend even thinking about not trying to have a baby. So my plan is hopefully this – get a job around here for now, put some cash aside for a few months then apply for Medicial Transcription “training / school” and then I can work from home! That way when we do have a baby, I can stay home and not have to worry about a babysitter. I feel that is the right thing for me to do. Now to just find a job…

How was your weekend? Friday night Brad went with his Stepdad to the gun and knife show. Brad wanted me to come along but I just didn’t think I’d find any thrill in going to look at a bunch of guns. Hahaha. I just stayed home, took a nap then got up and played LOTRO until he got home sometime after 10pm. Saturday hm. Brad’s cousin came back over to hang out and we went to Wal-Mart to go grocery shopping. Didn’t do much… slept in past 1pm Sunday lol. Spent ALL afternoon/evening CLEANING the whole apartment! I’m so proud lol and so sore hahah. Everything is really clean now EXCEPT for the living room. See, Brads cousin doesn’t like cleaning products so I didn’t clean the living room last night. I also moved our recliner and coffee table to different spots in the living room so Brad would have somewhere to put his drink when he sits on the couch INSTEAD OF SITTING THEM ON THE COUCH! Ugh. I swear. All I have to do today is clean the Iguana tank, give him a bath + feed him then clean the living room up and spray spray spray some good smellin stuff all around the apartment!

Gonna finish eatin my apples and fruit dip and I’m off to get things done! Have a great day!! :happy: :grinny:

No go

This weekend didn’t turn out the way I really wanted it to but that’s okay.

Friday night me, Brad and his cousin went to the mall since his cousin wanted to look for something. I went and got my eyebrows done – finally!!! :grinny: Then we walked around a little more before heading out. Decided to go eat out at the CHINESE BUFFET! Heck yes! I hadn’t had chinese since our little chinese restaurant here in town went to HELL. I ate so much shrimp, lol. It was so delicious though. They had COCONUT shrimp.. oh man. I ate until I couldn’t anymore then I still wanted to eat the rest!!! OH and they had sweet mushrooms that were SO AWESOMELY GOOD. After we were done eating, they wanted to go to Wal-Mart right quick so they went in and I just stayed in the car since I didn’t feel like walking anymore plus I was too full haha. After they were done in Wally World we headed home. It was 11pm when we got home and they wanted to go to Brad’s Moms house to use Brads Stepdads drill coz they were trying to get some batteries to fit in a flashlight. Went over there and I think it was almost 1AM when we finally came home for good.

Saturday was the day we had all planned to go bowling and such. Well, PMS decided to show up for me leaving me NOT in the chipper mood. I knew everyone was gonna be all happy and I knew I just wouldn’t be. And Brad would probably stand there and ask me every 5 minutes “Are you okay?” So I thought It would be best If I didn’t go BUT I WANTED TO GO so badly! Ugh. STUPID PMS. Brads friend came over about 5 and Brad, Kenny and Brad’s cousin James left. I didn’t really do much… talked to Mom on the phone for a few hours. They didn’t get home until after 1AM!!! Brad did buy me a book – thought It was sweet of him. He got me “The Unofficial Guide To Getting Pregnant” Heh. Even though I don’t EVEN wanna look at it right now. Sometimes I just feel hopeless but I’m trying to hold on. I know It will happen, It’s just.. ugh. So of course Brad was talking about how GOOD of a time they had and smiling.. which only made me feel more upset. I’ve been mostly laying around the remainder of the weekend.

Yesterday me, Brad and his cousin all went grocery shopping. Got everything we wanted to get and I was trying to pick out something to eat for dinner for me for last night. Could NOT find ANYTHING I wanted. We looked and looked. It was pissing me off… nothing sounded good. Not to mention I’d felt sick at my stomach yesterday (and a little today too) so I finally decided to try some little steaks. Came home and I was so tired so I went and took a nap. I was OUT. I finally woke up and Brad was cooking my steaks! :love: He said, “Hey, I was gonna surprise you!” Hehehe. They were yummy little steaks and I also cooked some whole corn with it. And the rest of Sunday drifted away now here we are, Monday!

We were supposed to go hang out with some friends yesterday but the husband had to work so maybe we can get together sometime real soon. Ugh.. I had better go eat my late lunch, I’m starting to feel sick. ALSO, I’m starting to drop a slight pound or 2 since I picked back up on my exercising! I’m gonna exercise Tuesday – Friday of this week! :loopy: Man I can’t wait to lose 10 more pounds then I’ll be getting closer to the 50 pounds lost mark, WOO! Have a great rest of the day!!!!!! 😀

Awful.

I feel AWFUL. I don’t know what’s wrong with me.. but everytime I try to eat/chew, it shoots pain into my ear and the left side of my neck is swollen and my shoulder/top of back hurts too. I called Mom last night and told her and she told me to get Brad to take me to the ER but Brad and his Mom said that the ER would charge us a lot and to wait until Monday.. Mom was NOT happy about that. I told her they would charge a lot and she said, “Well, by the time Monday gets here, It may be a lot more than that if it gets worse” I just want to feel better but I don’t want to have to pay so much to go to the ER.

I wanted to get so much done this weekend. 🙁 Wanted to see about going the beach, wanted to clean up the apartment even more than I usually do. Wanted to possibly go out shopping or something but gosh, I feel so bad I don’t know what I’m gonna do. I took half a pain pill yesterday and Brad was EXHAUSTED from work so we layed down together and took a nap and didn’t get up till 8pm then we went to McDonalds and got something to eat and stayed up till 1AM then went to sleep.

Brad’s gone right now to a big yard sale – his cousin and aunt are there too. I would have gone but I just don’t feel like it.. sigh. I have the other half of the pain pill here by me but I don’t know If I want to take it right now or If I should just take 2 ibprofin. I think I might go back to sleep in a little bit though. I just feel miserable.

I just want this to be over and gone! Well, have a great weekend!

Ugh ugh

No baby for us this month… oh well.

It’s supposed to be 90 degrees today with a chance of rain I believe.

Can’t wait for my shows tonight! My Name is Earl, The Office, Scrubs and ER! Bones was a great episode last night!

Looks like I’ll just be laying around this weekend with the way I feel. No swimming. Definetly not.

Blah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :yell: