2019 I lost my mom. My reality was altered.
2020 The world changed with covid… certainly was interesting
2021 I went from married to divorced in less than 6 months and it wasn’t my choice. And apparently I’m still the problem. When he’ll never ever know what our family meant to me. What he meant to me. The deep ache that never goes away. How I would have fought for us till the end of everything. IDK when it won’t impact me.
2022 I trusted someone that I should not have but I tried to see the good and paid the price. Ended up homeless with 5 kids and had to dig my way up and through it all but God never left me.
2023-2024 More battles and juggling 5 kids but have had an amazing man to be there for me.

2025 has been wretched. My mother in law and her 2 adult children are gone and it was a brutal way. INSANE things are happening and I can only try to prepare for what might be ahead. Trusting in my Heavenly Father.

“don’t you dare surrender.. don’t leave me here without you
cause I…. could never replace your perfect imperfection”