I feel the need to post after seeing P.S. I Love You. Of course I’m crying right now but that was such a great movie. And HELLO Gerald Butler = SEXY. ESPICALLY the Irish accent.

Just makes me think. You know when It all boils down to it, money and material things don’t matter. All that matters to me is love. WARNING: this post is getting all mushy gushy but I don’t care that’s what I am all about. What Brad & I have is so special I can’t put it into words. You know how you like someone or have a new relationship and that bond is still forming so you don’t feel it completely yet? With Brad and I, I feel like there is nothing hiding and everything wholesome. I think about our love and just burst into tears. A lot and I mean A LOT of guys wouldn’t sit through romantic movies but Brad has always been right by my side through them all. I told him that tonight – that a lot of guys wouldn’t do that and he just smiled. You hear that phrase “He completes me” a lot in romance movies but It’s 100% true for us. I mean that with my whole heart. I would feel lost without him. If my heart could burst with happiness, It would because of the utter joy I feel just being able to spend my life with him. Our love means everything to me and I cherish it with every second that we get to make it grow even more. Tonight when I said goodnight to him and was laying in his arms, I didn’t want to move, ever because being embraced by him is something that I could do forever. I looked at him with tears in my eyes, “Always?” He looked at me and said, “And forever” Then kissed my forehead. He is such a great guy and I’m forever grateful that he came into my life. How lucky am I to have that opportunity to share such a strong relationship with someone who feels the exact same way as I do. I could go on forever about our love. I love it. I love talking about it. Just cherish every moment you have with your loved ones because we never know when today might be the last and there may never be a tomorrow.

I know, I know. Mushy love but It’s a good love. No, It’s a great love. It’s our love. Always.

And P.S. I love you Brad.