I feel so warm-hearted when I read her website. I can’t really even explain how I felt reading through her entries and stories of her life, her babies, her courage and struggle.. yet management to handle it all very well. Makes me think about my life. I really cannot wait to start a family with Brad. I want to have children and raise them with the usual Mommy and Daddy way, unlike me, who never knew what It meant to have a Dad or to be raised by my biological Mother. I want that so much for my children and I’m gonna try my hardest to make it a great one for them. I can’t wait to have a baby to hold and cherish and call ours. There are quite a lot of Mommies on the Internet and I’ve read through quite a lot of their sites and it makes me even more eager to have my own little person.

/end my warm and fuzzy ramble. Heh

In Daxter related news! We got his registered papers in the mail today! YAY my little pom-pom is now registered!!! :grinny: A few days ago, on the 23rd, he turned 3 months!! He’s such a spunky little puppy. Puppy.. spunky? Who would of thought! Hah. I also gave him a bath just when Brad came in from work. Attempted to comb and blowdry him and he got a hold of the towel and started tugging and growling, lol. It was quite funny and definetly way cute. It’s quite hard to brush him because he is quite the hyper little guy and wants to bite and nip and bounce the whole time – hence making it almost impossible to brush him. I finally got him all brushed and dryed and bless his tiny little Pomeranian bones… he still doesn’t have a lot of fur on his face so he still looks like a little werewolf, rofl. :loopy: The 2 things he enjoys doing to amuse himself in his cage is chewing on, chasing his orange O shaped rubber chew toy and chewing on his little raw hide stick. Another thing that pretty much makes me giggle is I’ll talk baby talk to him, he’ll give me this look then bark and each time barking towards the ceiling! OH, oh! When he gets to barkin too much, I get the spray bottle and point it at him and say, “STOP!” He looks at me then goes to the corner and puts his head down and rubs his paw over his head! How funny is that?? :grinny: :AWW: He keeps my day interesting, most of the time. I’m really glad we were able to get him!

Ah yes, now onto talk about some of my favorite shows.. Bones and American Idol! Bones was yet another great episode. Pretty touching and sad but just overall a heart-felt episode. Gah, you people should really watch that show!! IT HAS DAVID BOREANAZ in it! It’s so good… and not only because of David but the whole cast is amazing in my eyes. As for American Idol, OH MY FREAKKKKKING GOSH. Chris… Tuesday night BLEW THAT FRIGGIN SONG OUT OF THE WATER!!!!!! He did an AMAZING job, I almost cried. I knew If America got him voted off, I was going to scream at the TV. Then tonight, byebye Miss Pickler. I saw this one coming, pretty much. I have a feeling that It’s gonna be a pretty tough call between Chris, Katherine and Elliot but that’s just my opinion. Paris is pretty good but I don’t know – I just have a feeling about her. Brad and I agree that Taylor is good but just not good enough compared to the others. Sooooooo! I’m excited to see how this whole thing is gonna come down. If Chris really, really works hard, gives his all EVERY TIME and stays on top, I think he just might win! Then again, he or anyone else could have a case of “not-good-enough” and wind up going home so ya never know but I am DEFINETLY cheering for Chris!

Onto a slightly more ick topic. Brad didn’t have such a good day. He came home and said he didn’t want me to get upset but today had been just about the worst day for him. Sometimes I feel sorry for Brad and the absolute CRAP he has to put up with at that factory. He got hit in the shin today because a motorhome door came off it’s hinges and hit him. I swear, he gets hit by off-hinged motorhome doors almost daily. He’s been hit on the front of his face, the top AND back of his head, his (face) cheek and now his shin. Stupid doors and their off-hingy.. ness. This evening, he got online and looked at Monster.com. He wants to get a new job and asked If I would be willing to relocate and I said, “Yeah! Sure! As long as we can find a place where I can have my babies.” (meaning all of our animals) He replied, “Oh yeah, of course!” That would be so exciting to live somewhere pretty awesome and have a decent house or apartment while making great money. Hopefully we’ll have that soon. Hope, hope, hope!

We didn’t do much Tuesday. He went and took all our laundry to his Grandparents house coz they said they would be willing to do it for us since we have to use the laundrymat. I don’t mind going to the laundrymat but Brad would rather take them over to his Grandparents so either way I’m happy coz the laundry gets done. Hahaha, Tuesday night, Brad and I got on the subject about French people and then Brad talked about how they only eat like bread, fish, wine and crap. Then he said that he wonders if the French just take their fish (as in right out of the pond or wherever) and dip it in mayo and EAT IT. I’m like.. “What the hell???! Yeah, Brad, I’m sure they just take raw fish, dip it in mayo and STUFF it in their faces, bones and all and go MMMM!!!” He about died laughing and had the hiccups at the same time, lol. It was hilarious. :teeth: Then brought up the subject that the fish would still be flopping after being dipped in mayo and stuffed in their mouths and THEN they twirl their French mustache. Hahaha. Brad cracks me up. After he was finally done laughing so much, he looked at me lovingly and said that he loves it when I make him laugh and the fact that we laugh together and can joke around. Heh. Also, he said I was really funny. What a sweetie. I’m glad I can make him laugh like that, lol.

I feel really happy right now. After reading so many different peoples sites that have babies and then thinking about Brad and our relationship and all the good times we’ve shared. All the good memories.. I feel really good. Another thing that has made me feel good today is the TEMPERATURE!!! It stormed a bit last night then came the colder air and WOO has it felt great!!!!!!!!! I don’t think the sun was out today and so It was just a bit windy but mostly cool and just mostly awesome. Right now my feet are slightly chilly but I’m even loving that. Before I forget.. on my animal page, there are 14 animals and we have 15 but I don’t have Brad’s dog Buddy on there coz I don’t have a good pic of him yet. He’s always too hyper and obnoxious when we go around him to try to get a decent close-up picture. Silly dog.

Speaking of babies.. my best friend from High School, Krista, had her 2nd baby on the 23rd I believe. She already has a little boy who is just a tiny bit over a year old and now she has a little girl. I feel for her though. From what I hear, the guy she’s with (the babies Daddy) isn’t really all that… great? supportive? I just know he’s not exactly the best guy to be the Daddy of any babies. She chose to be with him thought so yeah. We don’t really talk anymore, which, is a shame since we used to be really, really close.

Since this entry has been long enough I’m gonna go update a few things on here then get myself something to drink since my throat is dry! Hope you guys are having a great week and have a wonderful Thursday! :grinny: :MUAH:

Hello, hello! How is everyone?? It’s once again Monday. Mondays are usually bad for Brad but I HOPE he’s having a good day @ work.

How was your weekend??? I had a pretty good one. Friday, we went to Amory to my best friend Megan’s fiances house. They invited us to go to his (best friends fiances) High School’s play. He’s not in High School anymore but has friends that are still and they have plays every year and he goes to them and wanted us to tag along, if that all makes sense, lol. It was… interesting. Reminded me so much of being back in High School. The play was reallllly long. Lasted until about 9:30PM, I believe. The play was about a hotel that gets infested with cockroaches haha. It was a comedy, of course. It was actually pretty funny but half of them forgot their lines and you could hear someone in the back saying their lines to them behind the stage. :O
When the play was over, I was ready to EAT. Hadn’t had dinner and was starving. We went with Megan and Gatlin to Sonic! That’s where they all go after they go to a play. I got a hamburger and fries. It was reallllllly good, espically since I was SO hungry. Little bit later on, I got an oreo blast! YUM! :grinny: Got to hang out with Gatlin’s friends and they are quite the group to be around. We basically sat there and listened to them talk for a good long while. Eventually, we decided to head back to Gatlin’s so they could play Guitar Hero. After about an hour or maybe even 2?… I was READY to go home.. didn’t feel well and was getting really sleepy from just sitting and watching them play that.

Believe it was.. after midnight when we left Gatlin’s. Decided to stop by Wal-Mart to pick up some drinks since we didn’t have anything at home. We looked around too and wound up getting both of us really, really soft body pillows!! Brad also got a new pair of pants for himself, heh. Got the drinks and went ahead to check out since we had already spent too much haha. While in the check out lane waiting, Brad got this mini blue light that goes around your finger. Headed on home once we were done there. I think it was 4AM when I finally did go to bed.

Saturday… hm. Oh, OH! Saturday was our 2 year, 9 month anniversary!!! :love: EEE, I’m so happy about that!!! Hehee. Brad didn’t want to go grocery shopping that day so I don’t recall that we did much of anything! Well, there WAS that one thing… :RAWR: Haha. Saturday night we watched American Pie and American Pie 2. OMG, I LOVE those movies!!!! Their all 3 GREAT in my opinion. It was like 3AM when American Pie 2 went off and we went ahead to sleep.

Sunday… we had to go grocery shopping. I got up late, ate then we left at 3-4PM. Got all that lovely grocery shoppin done. I really enjoy going grocery shopping with Brad though, heh. We got back before dark and then Brad wanted to do a load of laundry @ his Aunt Misty’s house and I told him I’d stay so I could get some cleaning done. I ate my supper since Brad just ate some tuna. So, while he was gone, I cleaned all the animal cages and then swept everywhere and then vaccumed. I usually do that Monday (today) afternoon but I wanted to go ahead and get it over with since It’s cooler in the evening anyhow and I didn’t wanna burn up while attempting to clean. Oohhh, while at Wal-Mart yesterday, we did check out the air conditioners and found one around $100!!! We didn’t have quite enough for it but we will (well, hopefully) this coming weekend! Yaaay! :thumbsup:

I’m soo excited about summer!!! Brad and I are gonna go the “the beach” quite often!!! Oh how I love the beach. We’ve already decided we’re gonna buy some beach towels, of course sunblock and we can buy up some lunch meat and other things and take that and drinks in Brad’s cooler and get to eat while we’re out there! I’m guessing we may start going next month. Maybe! It’s not a real beach but it’s set up just like one. It’s the closest thing to a beach around here, haha. It’s got the sand too!!! Which, I LOVE.

Thank you all so much for the comments on my new layout!!! I’m really glad I could up with something new and I’m definetly proud of it!
Well, I’m gonna check out a few more sites then check to see if How I Met Your Mother is gonna be a new episode tonight or not THEN get offline to go call my Mom coz when I tried to call bout 30 minutes ago, the line was busy.

Anyhow, have a great Monday!!!! :MUAH:

edit: GRRRRRR. Had no idea that you couldn’t post a comment until now. I’m attempting to fix it.. :pissed: /edit

edit #2: FIXED!!!!!!!!! :grinny: You can now post comments, finally! I had deleted a part of coding in the comments form in Greymatter that caused the error.. doh. /edit

*SQUEE* !!! I am SO EXCITED to finally have a new layout! That last layout I’ve had up since January! So it’s really, really refreshing to have something new to look at. Isn’t the layout CUTE? I absolutley adore it. I was trying to find a smaller picture to use as the header picture and then I thought of one of my favorite wild birds… penguins and found that image!!! This layout took me over a week and I just now not too long ago put the “final” touches to it. I still have a few random things to update and add but mostly, it’s done! :grinny: :YAY:

New stuff? I added some tile backgrounds, mini icons and codes + scripts in the visitor section. FINALLY put together the pet page with information on all my animals!!! I’m currently adding pictures of Daxter to the photo gallery and I have a HELLA lots more pictures from March to upload. I updated pretty much EVERYTHING! Check it all out. New cam pic.. well, It’s from March but It’s still new to you guys. My digital camera’s batteries are currently dead so I’ll have to recharge them to get a “recent” new cam picture.

Did everyone have a good Easter? Wasn’t anything but an ordinary day for Brad and I. Today is 4/20, haha. Reminds me of Brad’s online AIM name coz it has 420 in it. Errm, lets see. What have I been up to lately? Not entirely too much. Sunday evening I started my “spring cleaning” around 7PM or so. I didn’t finish until 6AM, Monday morning and I only took short breaks! Shew.. It was rough on my back but hey, I got like over a weeks worth of cleaning done and I was mighty proud of myself! Still trying to keep things clean and tidy after doing THAT much work and cleaning. I have a new love for crisp berry scented Lysol.

And WTF… It’s April but feels like JUNE or JULY?!!! The last few days, we have just been soooo miserable. Since Brad is gonna get a niiiiiiiiiiiice check tomorrow, we’re gonna look into getting a new air conditioner because I don’t want to have to roast like we did last summer. That was terrible. :dead: It feels pretty good outside right now and the wind is picking up. We might get a little rain, which, would be nice if it’ll cool it off a tad. This weekend and next week is supposed to be in the 70‘s. Thankkk goodness. We’ve had to leave our door WIDE OPEN and with a floor fan in front of it during the day and evening to try to get some kindof cool air in. Only problem with that is… BUGS. Grrr. Right at this second, we’ve got a ton of bugs flying aimlessly all over the living room driving me insane. At random times, I’ll get up with the fly swatter and try to swat as many as I can. I can’t STAND for them to land on me. Hah, when there’s bigger beetles that come in, Brad’s scared of them!!!! :teeth: It’s amusing. He tries to kill them but I catch them and put outside they go!

Our poor Daxter… when we first got him, I started using this hard prickly bristle brush on him and about a week or so later, he started really, really scratching. At first, I didn’t know what the heck was up. He soon scratched just about ALL the fur off his legs, sides and face. :O I thought at first it might be fleas but I give him a bath once a week and hadn’t seen any so I knew it couldn’t be fleas. Then I thought of the hard bristle brush and realized that it’s quite hurtful and rough even on my skin so I knew that was probably the issue considering he has tender puppy skin. Last weekend while grocery shopping, we decided to go ahead and buy him a new brush with protected tips and the other side is soft bristled. Picked up a bottle of medicated shampoo and the first aid hot spots liquid that goes along with it. Gave him a bath with the medicated shampoo last Saturday and it reallllllly helped him and he was really, really fluffy again! He looked weird coz most of him was fluffy but his legs, sides and face were almost furless, LOL! It’s been almost a week since I bathed him with that and Brad and I both can tell that his hair is slowly growing back. Right now he looks like a little werewolf, rofl. :AWW:

OOOOOH! Almost forgot! Did anyone watch American Idol last night? CHRIS IN THE BOTTOM 3?!?! WTF?! I was shocked. Atleast he didn’t get voted off coz if he would have.. :O I kindof thought that Kelly was gonna go home coz of the way her performance went the other night but nope, not according to America. I dunno, sometimes I don’t know wtf American is thinking. *sigh* Bones was also a very, very good episode too. Does anyone watch that show? I looooove it! :love:

Okie, guess I’ll post this and upload more pictures to the photo gallery then get ready for bed and HOPE that I won’t go to sleep burning up hot like I did last night. Let me know what you guys think of the new layout!!!!!!!! :grinny:
Have a great Thursday! :MUAH:

P.S. Expect long+er entries since I’ve got plenty of room! :thumbsup:

I had posted an entry last night but my blasted computer FROZE on me and I had the almost entire entry typed.. makes me bloody angry. :pissed:

How was everyone’s weekend? Good, I hope!
Saturday – Went to my Moms house and she cooked us roast/potatoes and mac & cheese! It was yummy. A little after 3PM, Brad and I left to go to the Railroad Festival. It was alright, I guess. Just walked around a whole bunch. My friend Robbie saw me and came and gave me a big hug and talked to me for a sec! Bit later on, I ran into my best friend Krista!!!!!!!!!!! We talked for a good long while. It was soooo nice to see her in person again! It’s been since LAST June!!! :grinny: Her 2nd baby (a girl) is due in about a month! She left after a while and Brad and I walked around some more. The only thing we did buy is some DIP N DOTS ice cream. OMG. That stuff = AWESOME! I want my own DIP N DOTS shop, lol. Next, I ran into my friend Katie from my Junior year!!! We talked for a bit and I gave her my cellphone number! After talking to her, we walked around some more but it was getting into the late afternoon and was getting COLD, plus my feet were killing me so we decided to head back to the van. On the walk back, Brad saw a yard sale and so we checked that out for a bit. Came back to Moms house and she had Dax out playin with him, lol. Probably the whole time! Gonna spoil him rotten. We talked to Mom a bit then ate a piece of her strawberry pie she had made. A little after 9PM, we headed on back home!

Sunday – I slept late, until noon! :teeth: We eventually left @ 2:30PM to go to Tupelo to PETSMART!!!!!! Once we got there, I looked around a long time. We bought our chinchilla, Rocko, more food, some chew blocks and a piece of granite that keeps them cool. After leaving there, we headed to Wal Mart to do our grocery shoppin. First, we went and ate at the little food place. We both got a hot dog and drink! Once we got some food in our tummies, we went looking around. I went and looked @ the clothes. I wanted a new pair of pants so I picked out 2 pairs and went to try them on. Neither of those fit.. so I picked out 3 more pairs and tried them all on. 2 of them fit and I put the other back. Also picked up 4 new shirts but I think they might be a bit small.. should have tried those on too. I’m sooooo proud to have 2 new pair of pants though, haha. Brad got some new boxers! I picked up the hamsters little wooden toys and got the gerbil a new cage since he was in a pretty small one. It was pretty late when we got back. Think a little after 9PM or so. Overall, we had a pleasant day together. :love:

Today (the 10th) makes it our 4 month wedding anniversary!!!!!! :YAY:

Here’s a random thought.. I’ve been thinking about opening up another message board. Would any of you be interested in joining? Coz I don’t wanna open it up and have it be dead all the time.. I dunno I’m still thinking about it but we’ll have to seeee!
Okies. I’m gonna go for now. Later! :MUAH:

Well hey guys! Sorry I haven’t been posting lately…. just haven’t been really modivated to and I’ve been STILL attempting to come up with a layout. I think I MAY have SOMETHING started but I haven’t had time to even start to finish it. :blink: :BLAH:

As far as Brad, he’s doing alright. This Tuesday, his ribs started really hurting him so he took a day off from work that day and then whaddya know, his back/neck started bothering him Wednesday. Friday morning was awful.. he was hurting so bad he couldn’t hardly do anything and he wound up in tears.. I didn’t know what to do. He went to work but they told him to go to the ER and the doc told him he had ripped muscles in his back so he’s got meds now and I hope my baby can get better ASAP. I can’t stand to see him hurt so much and he’s been hurt soooo much over the past 6 months or so. I’m hoping everything will calm down and he won’t get hurt or have anymore pains. *crosses fingers*

We were gonna go to Tupelo to Petsmart earlier tonight (Friday) but It was storming so we headed over to his Grandmas house just incase it was gonna get bad but it just rained, rained, rained with lightning and thunder. It’s still raining now with little bits of thunder and lightning.
We’re gonna get up later today (morning) and head to Petsmart then onto my Moms house!!! We’re gonna take our puppy Dax with us. The town my Mom lives in (where I graduated High School) has a Railroad Festival every April and we’re gonna go to it tomorrow!!! :grinny: I’ll probably see a LOT of people I know from High School so it should be interesting to say the least. Hopefully we’ll have a good time.

I hope everyone has a great weeeeekend!!!!
I’ll try to update more often. Sorry this blog hasn’t been all that interesting, lol.
I’m gonna go for now.. probably head to bed soon so we can get up and get ready to go!
Till next time, later!! :grinny: :MUAH: