We could definetly use some May showers around here! It has been so dry lately. According to the news, we’re not supposed to get that much rain but maybe It’ll help some! I know spring and summer around here consists of TOO hot and showers here and there.. or should I say a sprinkle here and there.

I am definetly thinking about starting up the PayPerPost to go along with the work I do for ChaCha. Hey, the more money the better right? And I’ve always enjoyed blogging so why not make even more with something I enjoy?? :grinny:

I seriously need to step up in life.. I need to take steps forward. Such as? Well, I still need to get confidence to drive. I want to drive but gosh, I just get so panic-stricken behind the wheel! I think it’s because of the incident I had when I was about 15-16.. my best friend let me drive her car home and I wound up in a ditch. :upset: We weren’t hurt and neither was the car but I think that really did something to me as far as driving goes. I also need to take charge a little bit more.. Brad does everything as far as money goes. I want to make more money so I can feel like I’m helping contribute to our income. Yeah I do ChaCha but that’s more of our savings.

I really wish Brad and I could find a married couple who’d be willing to become good friends with us. We really need something like that! Or atleast a new best friend to hang out? I miss having that “friend” group.. all my best friends are GONE. I have a few online best friends but I’m talking RL best buddies. You know, the ones who call 10 times a day, come over just to tell you they bought something new their excited about and etc! It’s SO hard to make friends here in this little town though. I mean, how do we go about doing that??? I’ve never really been good at that part.

I stop and think to myself sometimes – If it weren’t for Brad, I would be LOST LOST LOST. If it weren’t for Brad, I would still be at home with my Mom, probably. I’m so grateful for him. Without him, I would without ANY doubt fall completely and utterly apart. He is definetly that big of a part of me. And he means more than I can even ever explain. :love: Hehee.

Gonna work in ChaCha a bit more before my (late as always) lunch! lol. Have a great Wednesday!!!!!!!! :tongue: