Hey everyone! Sorry I haven’t updated sooner but I just really haven’t wanted to. How was your Memorial Day weekend? What did you do???

I thought we weren’t really gonna have any plans but! Brad’s friend Kenny invited us over for a BBQ and was inviting a few other of Brad’s High School friends yay!!!! Got up early Saturday and the BBQ was at noon so we arrived right around then. Brad’s friends Kenny, Chase, Bubba and his wife + their 3 week old baby!!! BTW, the baby was so tiny and precious!!! He has a feeding tube right now since his tummy is too small as far as holding milk goes. Ate some yummy hot dogs, hamburgers, sausage! Then Brad and I got to play Kenny’s Wii!!! I was kindof nervous at first haha but we played the sports HAHA I LOVE the Wii bowling and tennis! Me and Brad had a blast with it LOL. Then a little while longer Brad got to play Wario! CRAZY, awesome game! :grinny: We didn’t stay too long after that – told everyone bye and headed off. Decided to put off grocery shopping until Sunday since we both just wanted to go home and relax.

Everything was going great until Brad told me he wanted to take a whole box of allergy pills to get high. I told him not to do it. He got pissy, threw the box and said fuck it. Oooh boy was I mad at him. WTF?!?!?! I told him I CARE ABOUT HIM AND HIS HEALTH! He was still huffy. He eventually admitted that he was being stupid. Well, YEAH. *sigh* He KNOWS how I feel about drugs/pill poppers. Saturday when we saw Brads friends wifes baby, Brad was saying how much he wanted a baby soo bad but he wants to pull crap like that????????? UGH.

Sunday we went grocery shopping and had a pretty good day. He told me that he knows I was just trying to protect him (as far as the pills go) and that he would have done the same thing if it were me. I would surely hope so!!! And then yesterday he didn’t have work and we didn’t do much.. then yesterday evening we went and ate at his Moms like usual then Brad’s friends Alex and his g/f Amanda wanted to come hang out so they came about 7:30ish and didn’t leave until 11pm lol. It was awesome having them over though!!!

While taking my nap today I had an interesting dream. I can’t remember most of the dream, I just remember I was pregnant with a big belly and I felt the baby kick!! And told Brad to FEEL!! Got him to feel too and we were both so excited, I was crying! Gosh, It seemed so real. I WANT THAT BELLY!!!!!!!! – on a different note, sometime this weekend my little gerbil passed away. R.I.P Bruno..

OH and Ranee – I’ve been taking Metformin for over 6 months now and yeah, It does cause havoc with my stomach most of the time but I strive through it. If it’ll help my hormones and achieving pregnancy then I’m gonna hang on for all it’s worth!!!

I’m about to eat some very yummy hot & spicy wings for supper! Yummy! :tongue: We went to the store not too long ago to pick out what we wanted to eat. Also, there’s a new limited edition pepsi out! It’s a fruity one and It’s pretty good! :thumbsup:

My ear is doing better but It tends to hurt more first thing of a morning, which, is expected with most aches and pains. My ear still hurts when I yawn big too but hopefully all the pain will be gone real soon!

Memorial Day weekend is on it’s way! Wanted SO badly to go swimming and we might but there’s no way I’m putting my head under because of my ear but the best part to me about swimming is going under water and going all over the place so I dunno, we’ll see. We might go out with some friends, I hope so!!! That would be very nice to finally go out with people again. Only time we do see Brad’s friends are if they come over for like an hour or so but that’s better than nothin!

This week has really gone by fast, tomorrows Thursday! I spent a lot of yesterday evening cleaning and organizing different things around the apartment. The food cabinet, our extra room closet, our bedroom + bedroom closet and stuff in the bathroom! Also dusted in our extra room coz boy was it dusty! Felt great to get that all done but I still feel like I need to do more! Our bedroom is so PLAIN… need to buy a few pictures to put up on the wall to make it… whole? Heh. Anyhow, I’m gonna go eat my hot & spicy wings then probably go play some Lord of the Rings Online eventually! Have a great evening and Thursday!!! :grinny:

Got up this morning and my ear was killing me… I was feeling better the last 2 days and thought about just hanging in there and not going to the doctor’s, well this morning changed my mind. SO 10AM this morning, Brads Mom took me to the clinic.

Come to find out I have a lot of fluid in my ears and it’s run down into the glands in my neck so the Doc gave me some antibotics to take for 10 days so hopefully it’ll clear up soon enough. Ugh.. my ear hurts right now.

Shew and our land lord is here – been here for 2 weeks. He doesn’t live here but comes to stay in the other apartment (we live in a duplex) and he came over today to tell me about the guys who were working outside were getting rid of the termites. He talked to me for a bit then he wanted me to meet his wife. Went over there and boy is she a talker!!! I just now got back and I guess she talked for 2 hours? Wowie. I’m so hungry and I have a heache..

What a day, lol. Also, Brad was installing something on his laptop and wound up screwing up his computer so once he gets home – which should be soon, his cousin is coming over to see what we can all do to fix the puter. Hopefully we can figure it all out without having to wipe his laptop clean and reinstall the whole system. Well I’m starved so I’m off!!

Have a great Monday!!!! :grinny:

I feel AWFUL. I don’t know what’s wrong with me.. but everytime I try to eat/chew, it shoots pain into my ear and the left side of my neck is swollen and my shoulder/top of back hurts too. I called Mom last night and told her and she told me to get Brad to take me to the ER but Brad and his Mom said that the ER would charge us a lot and to wait until Monday.. Mom was NOT happy about that. I told her they would charge a lot and she said, “Well, by the time Monday gets here, It may be a lot more than that if it gets worse” I just want to feel better but I don’t want to have to pay so much to go to the ER.

I wanted to get so much done this weekend. Wanted to see about going the beach, wanted to clean up the apartment even more than I usually do. Wanted to possibly go out shopping or something but gosh, I feel so bad I don’t know what I’m gonna do. I took half a pain pill yesterday and Brad was EXHAUSTED from work so we layed down together and took a nap and didn’t get up till 8pm then we went to McDonalds and got something to eat and stayed up till 1AM then went to sleep.

Brad’s gone right now to a big yard sale – his cousin and aunt are there too. I would have gone but I just don’t feel like it.. sigh. I have the other half of the pain pill here by me but I don’t know If I want to take it right now or If I should just take 2 ibprofin. I think I might go back to sleep in a little bit though. I just feel miserable.

I just want this to be over and gone! Well, have a great weekend!

Poor Brad, something always go wrong for him. :upset: Saturday I was waiting for him to get ready so we could go grocery shopping. La la, he was finally ready and so got ready to go, he opened the door and whaddya know.. his tire. Was flat. Again. FOR THE 3RD TIME. He ran over ANOTHER screw at work. Oooh boy, there are no words for how upset and enraged he was. Cussing, throwing things. I didn’t know what to say. He just about cried.
He couldn’t get ahold of his Mom and Stepdad so he got out there himself and jacked up the tire, took the tire off and plugged up the hole. Called his Grandma to come get him to take the tire to fill it back up. By the time he got back, he was a little bit calmer. I just get so.. distraught when he gets like that, so mad and upset. I just don’t know what to say or do. SO another flat tire plugged and he put that back on, got cleaned up and we headed off to get groceries. I finally told him at the store that I’m sorry that happened to him but in life we have to take the good with the bad and the bad with the good!

Well, my Uncle is the one that helps pay insurance and up-keep on my Moms house and apparently It’s getting too expensive and my family wants Mom to find an apartment. Mom loves the house but It’s got so many problems and has from the time she moved in. The yard is pretty big too and there’s no way she can take care of it. Late last year Brad’s Mom was looking into apartments around here for my Mom and said she sent my Mom an application for one of the apartments but my Mom never got it sooo I’m gonna check back into those apartments. Mom would LOVE LOVE LOVE to be closer to me and I would love for her to be closer too!! That would be so great! I really hope things pan out. My Uncle and other members of the family have agreed to pitch in money when she moves for the U-Haul, etc etc. Mom says she’s already getting excited about the idea and told me to get on it LOL. Ooo that would be so great! I could give her company whenever and we could drink coffee together and go for walks!! :grinny:

I love my Mom.. even though as far as blood goes she’s my Grandma but to me she’ll always be my Mom. I don’t know what I would do without her. She is the closest family member I have and pretty much the only family member I talk to now. Mom mentioned her eye sight is getting worse.. she’s always been blind in one eye so I can’t even imagine how that would be. I have my Aunt and Cousin but I don’t ever really talk to either of them anymore and they live in Georgia. I feel like Mom is all I have and without her, I wouldn’t have my foundation. Moms the person I go to for my ranting – espically when It’s about Brad lol. Who would I go to when Moms not around? Brads Mom? Don’t know If I could.. just wouldn’t feel right even though Brad’s Mom is awesome, just not my Mom.

Well, I’m gonna snack a little then once Brad gets home, It’s LORD OF THE RINGS ONLINE time!! Woo I love that game! SO awesome!!! :grinny:

SO! How is your Saturday going so far? I’m sitting here about to eat yummy waffles. I slept in this morning which was extra nice.

Probably won’t do much today… sit around, go grocery shopping. The usual Saturday events. Come home, play Lord of the Rings Online and yeah. Mothers Day is tomorrow and I’d love to make a trip to buy Mom something and go bring it to her but we’ll seeeee.

I need to start adding onto the site again. Kindof stopped for a while there but I’ll get back to it it it. Gosh I’m so boring LOL. Hubby woke me up this morning by bringing our bunny and sitting her on the bed hehe. :grinny:

Hm, don’t know what else to say! Hate that my blogs are getting more and more boring but what can ya do? Hah. Off to eat my waffles then play some Lord of the Rings Online :grinny:

No baby for us this month… oh well.

It’s supposed to be 90 degrees today with a chance of rain I believe.

Can’t wait for my shows tonight! My Name is Earl, The Office, Scrubs and ER! Bones was a great episode last night!

Looks like I’ll just be laying around this weekend with the way I feel. No swimming. Definetly not.

Blah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :yell:

I have been so tired today.. been mostly laying around. I could honestly lay back down right now and go back to sleep. I’m hoping this might be our month for baby but I’m not holding my hopes too high. What a tough road trying to conceive is. In the beginning I was thinking It would be easy. Hoo boy was I w-r-o-n-g!!! PMS is due to come Friday so we’ll see. Waiting waiting. It’s actually getting very hard for me to wait, lol. Brad and I both want this so badly. Come on Friday, get here already!!!

It’s a gorgeous day out, almost 85 degrees but luckily, It doesn’t feel that hot. I’m glad today is one of my non-exercise days because really, I don’t think I could today with how tired I am! I just ate my late lunch and I’m still kindof hungry.. the only thing is, I don’t need to eat anything else but I guess I could eat a little something more.

I’m hoping to give my Mom a great Mothers Day gift.. a positive HPT! Hehe, that would be so neat!!!!!!!! :grinny: I’d like to go this weekend to get her something anyway and bring it to her heh I know how much she would love that. She enjoys any company from me and Brad she can get. I really wish she lived closer or we lived closer one.

And I wish I had more to write about haha. I don’t really.. just want this week to fly by! Thankfully It’s already Tuesday! Well I guess I’m gonna go wait for my hubby to get home from work.. he must of had to work a little over today. Have a great Tuesday!!

Woah, It’s almost 90 degrees outside right now! When we were driving home last night, at almost 10, It was still like 75!!! Crazy! I think we might go SWIMMING next weekend, I hope so!

We did get to see my best friend Allen Saturday!!! Yaaay! We didn’t leave our apartment until after 3pm. We got there and talked to my Mom for a bit then went outside to wait for Allen to come back home then he came over in my Moms backyard and we talked for a bit. We walked down to the end of the road so I could see how much they’ve cut down back there. Looks weird! Brad took some pics for Mom to see it too. It was a huuumid day! We were gonna go explore but there were a couple of “No Trespassing” signs up. Ugh. So we just looked around a bit then headed back. We were gonna go somewhere and hang out but after MUCH complicated talk – Allen finally said he couldn’t go coz he had to babysit. Brad had already went back inside by then coz It was TOO HOT. Talked to Allen a little more then told him byeee!!

Came back in to get a drink and talk to Mom a little more before heading off to go buy groceries. Once again, the Wal-Mart in that town doesn’t have some of the stuff we get so after we went there, on the way home we stopped at another Wal-Mart, picked up a few more things, looked around then checked out, loaded up the truck and HEADED HOME!

By the time we got home, I was EXHAUSTED and felt so dirty! Put up the groceries, took a quick cool shower then finalllllly got to sit and relax. I was READY for bed though so I guess we went to sleep around 1am? For the past 2 days, Brad has woken me up at 5:30AM to take my temp and both days I COULD NOT go back to sleep so this morning and yesterday, I got up, fixed some chocolate breakfast drink that Brad had but doesn’t want anymore.. stayed up till 7-8AM then went back to sleep. We both didn’t get up until almost 1PM today. Hehee. I’ve still been very, very tired today though.

I bought a new drink! Diet Coke Plus! It’s interesting.. It doesn’t really have that much of a taste? But hey, 0 everything and only a little sodium. Speaking of drinks and food, we bought TV dinner-ish stuff for tonight so I’m gonna go see about cooking and eating mine!! Have a great evening!!!! :grinny:

What a great week It has been! Brad and I both have been so happy, I just hope this weekend is even MORE happyish!!! :grinny: Seems the bad luck drifted off and left us with the great! If Brad agrees, we’ll probably go hang out with my BESTEST BESTEST friend in the whole WORLD, my (used to be) next door neighbor, Allen! Yeah, I know, I said I had no best friends but I do have Allen. He has ALWAYS been there for me. It’s coming up on 10 years since we met each other! Crazy! I don’t get to see him a lot but we do talk on the internet. Hoping to go hang out with him and explore the woods at the end of his road – the woods used to be grown up but they cut it down (it used to be cut down a LONG time ago, we used to go explore back there) and now they cut it down again so I wanna go! Allen was always up for walking or exploring the woods with me and walking + exploring = pure happiness for me. LOVE it.

Ugh.. I am STARVING right now, as soon as I finish this entry It’s gonna be me + sausage biscuit and tea time! Hahahaha. I’m so hungry that I feel a little sick. There was a commerical on the radio a little earlier this morning about mexican food. OMG DROOL. Mexican rice sounds DELICIOUS right now to me and those chips + sauce they give you, AHH. We might just have to go to a mexican restaurant, lol.

OMGGGG, are any of you a fan of the TV show, ER?!? The episode last night was beyond awesome! Abby and Luka are ADORABLE! Luka is such a sweet, sweet man. And as far as Ray, I heard rumors of him leaving so I guess he is, maybe. :upset: I love Shane West! Gates is such a butthead but seems to me like he himself had quite the rough life with his alcoholic Dad. HAHA My Name is Earl was so cool last night too! The smell-o-vision was interesting! Me and Brad sat together and sniffed as the numbers came up on the screen LOL. They had a candy-ish smell, oreos, cinnamon, popcorn, new car smell and the last was apparently supposed to be some sort of good smelling spray. That was a cool idea!! :grinny: Read the rest of this entry »