Last night Brad and I had quite a discussion about everything. We both want the same thing — to love one another and be happy but we just to have to work on our relationship and focusing on us. I broke down pretty hard last night and he comforted me. That means a lot to me since all this has went down, espically with all that’s been on my shoulders lately and feel so confused and lost about EVERYTHING plus pratically losing my mind being a stay at home Mom and then the strife between Brad and I equals NO GOOD but I am happy to say that we are working on heading in the right direction. I want to be with him always! I was really determined to get to Georgia to be able to have a babysitter for Katie and everything but after talking to someone about it, me going away from Brad is not going to help our relationship. I know we can make our love stronger that It’s ever been as long as we both strive for it!

Church this morning also really helped lift my spirits — as It always does. My friend Julie drove Katie and me home then I fed her lunch and let her play for a bit. Brad came home then I put Katie down for a nap then off for my LONG walk to talk on the phone with my Mom! It felt AWESOME outside!!!!!! Eventually me, Brad and Katie headed off to explore the woods by our house. Katie had a blast, of course. She’s currently playing with her toys and I’m about to start dinner then get her ready for bed! After she goes down for the night, I’m gonna wash off, we’ll eat dinner then watch our Netflix movie!

From our adventure in the woods! —


Daddy and Katie

And Brad decided to check out this tree!

Things were looking pretty grim for a bit there but I know good things are to come. I know it with a surety because I have faith and hope. I believe in love, I believe in us. Always. ALWAYS!