Brad came home for his lunch break today and gave me a budget list he had made If I got a job where he works (at a Call Center) and years ago I would have flat up said NOPE. I admit being a stay at home Mom is great because I get to spend all my time with Katie and at home but I’m ready to get out into this world. My biggest problem now? If I’m gonna do this I’m gonna have to find someone who could watch Katie all day. Brad works from like 10:15AM till 9:15PM and If I got on there I would want to have the same hours.. I would hope. It would have to be someone who understood my parenting ways COMPLETLEY. Just can’t be someone come in and do whatever. I’ll talk to Brad about it when he gets home tonight and If we can find someone who fits that category then I’m in for the job. It’s kindof intimidating since I’ve never had a real job before but I’m up for the challenge. Now that I have my mindset right about my health and exercise then I know I can conquer having a job, too. It’s just finding someone who fits rightly to watch over Katie. She is after all our only daughter! The biggest suckage about those hours If Brad and I were working the same shift is that we wouldn’t see Katie except a tiny in the morning and a tiny at night but I guess that’s how it is for working parents.

Speaking of only daughter.. don’t know If I’ve mentioned this on here before or not but I feel like one child is enough for me. Katie is pretty good but I feel satisfied and If I’m gonna take on exercise, a job and all that then I am NOT going to add more children to the agenda. I don’t have the want for another child and don’t think I will and I’m HAPPY HAPPY with that. I know people say, “Oh just wait a few years.. you never know!” UH yes I do know because IF I did have another one I would want to be the one to stay at home with it when It’s tiny and I can’t have a job and do that at the same time. Plus there a million other reasons I don’t want any other children but I’m happy with that! I’m happy with just Katie and Brad!

So quite a big decision to think about but I really DO want to take on the job. I want it even though I’ll be really scared lol. Plus it’s a phone job and I’ve never been too prone on talking on the phone but eh. THE BIGGEST AWESOMENESS? I WILL HAVE MY OWN MONEY!!!!!!!! Holy cow, lol. Just thinking about that is motive enough and we’d have plenty of money If I took the job. Again, I just WORRY about Katie because I won’t be the one watching her every step like I usually do and not to mention It would be terribly hard to leave her all day 4 days a week.

Looks like I better put on my big ole’ thinking cap….