I want this day to be a RE-DO dangit. Sigh…. just one of those days. I feel lonely. I miss my Mom. I miss having friends… I wish I had a stay at home Mommy friend who wanted to hang out with me and be my workout buddy. Wouldn’t have to be a Mommy either! Spending 2 years with no one but a toddler during the day is starting to make me crazy.

I STILL haven’t been satisfied with food and have found myself the last few days still hungry after meals so today I loaded up with carbs. Ugh.. I ate too much for breakfast and lunch but IF IT’LL HELP RESET MY HORMONES, lets go! Hopefully with today being a high calorie day then I can give my body the right fuel to work towards more energy and everything. I think I need to set my “usual” daily calorie intake a little higher. I was sitting right around 1500 but I’ll do fine for a few days then find myself too hungry after a few days with only 1500 so I think I’m gonna bump it up to 1700-1800, espically with all the exercise I do during the week. Sigh, we’ll see. I’m tired and my muscles are sore. Oh and while getting dinner ready, I accidently hit my face with the cabinet door… ouch. Brilliant.

Meh.