Well, last night we had a few worries handed to us and one could potentially be pretty big. THEN today Brad had to deal with something at work and just UGH. The devil is working hard to bring us down but we ARE STRONG and will overcome anything that comes our way. Our biggest worry will unfold on Thursday so just gotta wait till then and see what the outcome will be. The whole situation really pisses me off but I’m definetly not gonna sit around and worry about it when there’s nothing we can do.

It’s really weighing down heavy on Brad, espically with everything thats been going on lately with him. He texted me this morning and said he thought he was having some sort of anxiety because he felt overwhelming dread and had shortness of breath. I continued to text him and comfort him and he later said he felt better. Grrrrr, life is so unfair and hard sometimes but I know with God on our side and If we hand our worries to Him and letting him handle our lives, our path then we will be just fine. I won’t let the devil bring down my family into depression and misery. Last summer when Brad lost his job.. I felt so depressed, down, angry and upset but I’m not like that now because I KNOW things WILL turn out ok and we will make it through anything together as a team, as a couple. We just have to believe that and hold onto our faith.

Sigh….