I’ve been researching more and more about my situation of missing period and all the symptoms. Looking back when I was really “losing the weight” my fat intake was like 25g at the most. That was fine when I was really trying to lose the weight but then I KEPT that intake even after I reached my first goal. I think that has a lot to do with what has all happened. Body needs fat to make estrogen to produce the period… so if body fat is too low… there goes the estrogen, there goes the period. SO! I’m gonna HAVE to try to up my fat so I’m gonna try to eat more healthy fats like peanut butter, milk and nuts.

Today was CLEANING DAY! Got the usual cleaning done plus I made the bed, cleaned the turtles tank, hung up Brad’s artwork on the living room wall and a few other things so I’m definetly getting a little more motivation.. atleast for today. Grrrrr. When I got Katie up this morning I noticed wood SHAVINGS on the floor. See, I had tacked one of her blankets to the top part of her crib because she used to chew on that top part. WELL, she’s been GNAWING on the lower part of one OF THE BARS. Sigh…. SO I took a blanket and tacked it from the top rail to the bottom. Let’s see If she attempts to gnaw on any others. I swear….

I need a vacation. Preferably on a nice beach. Actually, If I had a genie I’d wish that he could transport my Mom and all her belongings to this town so she could live here and be my full time babysitter. Wishful thinking…. sigh.